Today was rough to say the least, but I fixed it. There must have been a crack in the walls of my head. Emotions suck. My parents always told me that I should show them my emotions more often or at least tell them what I am thinking more often. My mom always complains about not knowing what I am thinking because I never tell her really, but it's for a good reason. Today my parents got mad at me over something dumb and so I went to my room to cool my jets. Only a few minutes later my mom walks to my room and is banging on the door asking to talk to me. Angry I open the door hoping to not make my mom any more angry.
She came in and her presence when she is mad is horrifying. So we talked and I broke again. I told her what I was feeling. I told her my thought process. I told her my vunerabilities and she yelled at me. Then after I just accept my fate she goes and acts like it was me who did it to her. She PRETENDED to be the victim. So I took a moment to rebuild my walls and hide my emotions. All that emotions have ever gotten me was trouble.
-H.M.Bird out