A Memory
Do you think of me the way I think about you everyday?
Although, you've moved on to someone new, someone who loves you, I'm still holding on.
I have someone, but it's not the same, to not you. I wish I didn't have to think that way, but it's true.
I don't want to say that I love you, but I have a strong feeling like glue.
I'm stuck on you.
I want to cry, but all my tears have been used up.
And where I've kept them is in a cup.
A cup full of regrets and memories.
A cup I want to spill and start over, but I can't.
I want to fix all I've done. But I know I'm not the one.
Everyday I can't help but feel the urge to just hold you and not let go, but you have someone to do that so.
I suppose I do too, but it's nothing compared to you.
As bad as it sounds, as selfish as it may be, you're the only thing I can ever see.
I wish I wasn't sulking in this doubt, I wish I could just leave you as you left me.
I want to somehow be free.
But I'm being dragged down by the memory that is you, and even if it's a few, I can't help but want you.
I can't change anything, I'm nothing like her.
I don't have the smile, the rebellion, the works like her.
I'm nothing like her, I should be fine with that.
I should keep the thought that if you truly loved me, you'd love me for who I am.
I can't help but want to change to just have you.
Don't you want me too?
I don't get what's the difference from my memories, what's kind and what's true.
I can't figure out anything from you.
All I know is, I miss the memories of you.
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