I blinked a few times as I come back to reality and looked back at the screen. My laptop screen. Ya, I was video calling Zayn. Well, it was urgent so I had to take the pains to talk to him.
        He was back home in Bradford with his family. They have a month's break and he decided to spend it all with his beloved family. Thankfully he hasn't broken contact from the outside world neither has he forgotten me. But most important thing is that things are not awkward between us as I had anticipated it to be.
        It's been two months since the amazing yet an incident which shouldn't have taken place at all and all of them are in good terms with me. Face time was the only way the band and I could keep in touch. Oh, and not to forget the mini unneeded Twitter taunts up each and every sleeve which definitely added to my followers, entering to five digit numbers. But still it feels good to be remembered.
          "Hey, you really look lost! What's wrong?" He asked, worried. "Huh? No, I'm fine. Na- nothing!" I just mutter helplessly. How could I just explain it to him? I am very lost.
         He was sitting there, on the other side of the camera of his laptop in a black v-neck which stuck to his body and I think I see the band of his white boxers. His hair was all spiked up messily and his stubble helped him add to the sexy look and he was proudly showing half his tattoos. The one thing that really caught my eye was the watch which clung loosely on his left wrist. I still can't believe it that he kept wearing it even though we met only once in a very unusual manner though.
         He looked at me expectantly, waiting  for the words to tumble out of my mouth. But I  didn't know what to say. I just didn't know where to begin from. I guess he understood that as he decided to speak up.
         "Ok, I'm not going to go through the 'How are you?' crap since I talk to you everyday but-"
          "Zayn!!!" A little girl came running in and jumped on him as he caught her neatly  in his arms. "Hey Luv!"  He greeted and kissed her on her cheek as she giggled playfully. God, this scene was so cute... He then made her sit on his lap.
             "Saffaa, you remember Arya, my friend?" He asked her as her eyes concentrated on the screen, directly at me.  I smiled sweetly, in hopes she won't say anything that will be either wrong or embarrassing.  "Yes, I remember her!... She is your girlfriend...."
        And there it is. Again. All the times I've met her on Face time, she refused to change my identity to anything else but 'Zayn's girlfriend'. And I don't know where he gets the patience to keep explaining to her that there was nothing between us. That he had Perrie and I had Luke, my loving boyfriend. Maybe it's because the love he held for her. But still she is adamant to change my status, no matter what. I'm just waiting for him to give up.
             "No, darling! She is not my girlfriend...." He explained patiently. Her eyes were still stuck on the screen while he was looking at her and playing with her little fingers. "But you keep talking about her all the time..." She whined. That caught my interest. That was new! And he really does? An amused look began to take cover, on my face.
            But he ignored me and tried to cover up the embarrassment. "Luv, just because I keep talking about her, doesn't mean she is my girlfriend, right?" He explained carefully. "But Doniya told me that...." And Zayn looked away. I could see him murmuring something which I could bet a hundred dollars that they were just expletives. And then he interrupted her. "Saff, that is not true... Why do you always believe Doniya?" He asked, pretty much clear that now he was annoyed. "And also Pe-"
             "Ok now! Saff, go to Doniya and tell her it's not true... I have to talk to Arya urgently..." He said sternly. "Ok! Bye Zayn! Bye Zayn's Girlfriend!" She yelled cheerfully as she jumped off his lap and ran away. He waited till she was completely gone before his attention was completely mine.
         "I'm sorry. It's just-" He began apologetically but I interupted his apology. "Zayn, it's ok! It happens every time we talk." I say with a smile and he gives a sharp nod in agreement.
         "Any ways she wanted to tell something, what was it?" I ask curiously. I felt like it had something to do with Perrie. His hand went through his hair. "Ummm.... ya! Actually I wanted to tell it to you myself." He admitted. After a long dramatic pause, he let it out. "Perrie and I broke up." A gasp left my lips and I covered it with my hand before he could catch me. But I was too late. He did see but didn't react to it. "How- Why?" I asked, shocked. I mean as much as the media talks, I knew that he loved her a lot. But not once on Face time did he ever mention his love for her.
          "I don't know. Maybe because of the long distance. We never get time to spend together without the disturbance of the media. It's not comfortable any more. Ya sure, I still love her but I can't live like this any more." He admitted helplessly. I could see that he was nearly in tears but I didn't say anything.
        " What did she say about this?" I asked. "She said she understands but I could see the hurt in her eyes." And he stopped there. I knew he wanted to add more  and I didn't press for it. I was going to say something but he cut me to it. "Ummm... You said you wanted to talk?" He asked, changing the topic from him to me. "Yeah... About that? Ummm..." "First tell me, did you tell Luke?" He asked curiously.

      Bingo! That was the exact start I needed. At least it makes a thing easier for me... "Yes, I told him- Actually he found out." "And?" He had his brow raised and he was waiting for me to continue. I let out a sigh. God, this was very hard for me, wasn't it. "He said I should first tell it to you." "Tell me what?" Ok, after this I have no clue what's gonna happen. Which storm will burst? Which showers are gonna come rushing down? What else wrong is gonna happen? All I know is that I have no clue. 

       "Zayn.... I'm pregnant..." I let out. My eyes refuse to meet his. But all I hear is a gasp and his hands covering his mouth. He was shocked and tears were already brimming up his eyes. I hear a faint "Wow!" "Oh My God! Arya! That's good news, right?" He says joyously. I look up. Is he crazy? Then it struck my mind. I wasn't clear at all.

     "No, Zayn! It's not!" I tell him. "It's not?" He asked confused. "No, it's not.... Zayn... I'm pregnant with your child..."