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》Soul full of despair《

"Why did my parents abandon me?"

Howbeit, it's been years I still think about them. Why did they leave me? They didn't like me? Why would they leave me in the first place its not like I did something wrong because I was scarcely six when my father left and I barely opened my eyes when mother disappeared. I wonder where they are, are they even alive? They might be dead, if they were alive they'd have come to me or is this what I think?

Aria's parents have been treating me like a princess inspite of that I still want to know about the ones who ditched me. I just want to know the reason, I have all the fucking droit din this world to question them and to know about their absurb pretext but the only problem is, who am I gonna ask?

Mum and Dad didn't want to know my background, they didn't want to know my past as they wanted me to a start a supremely fresh life with new family. New family? They are the first and only family I have ever got to live with nevertheless I don't feel like their own, I have never felt like I belonged to them and always thought of myself as some kind of a cumber to their small and cheerful family.

That quote; family isn't always blood. I wish I could follow this little message.

Okay that's fucking enough, I don't want to ever think of those selfish, irresponsible parents of mine, just a waste of time. I distract my mind and my thoughts by scrolling through my phone. Going through my Instagram Dm's, I reply the one who keeps texting me without break, that vile imbecile needs to stop.

I grasped that I had many number of messages comparing to the other days. While replying Jungkook, he sends me a link and forces me to check it out. Just after I opened the link, I was taken to the Instagram page of our college and the next thing I saw blinded my eyes.

What in the freaking hell, who in this god damn bloody mean earth posted this? My picture and Aria's picture has been uploaded under the beauty contest, I swipe to see myself as contestant number 3, Aria as 4 and Val, Lilah and Aecha as 5, 6 ,7 respectively. "Bloody hell" I see trillions of hate comments under my post. What the actual heck.

"Ah...why is she in the contest"

"This wh**e"

"Oppa stealer!¡"

"Stay away from Jungkook he is mine"

"I hate how gorgeous you look"

"Jungkook oppa is mine!**"

"Stop going out with my oppa!"

"My boyfriend broke up with me because of you!!"

Before I could say some more amazing words and reply to those whores, Jungkook bangs on my gallery door with a worried expression. After letting him in I hastily shut the door because of the cold air. "What is it?" I Questioned with a sigh of irritation when he still had that horrified guise. "You didn't open the link right?" He contested grabbing my phone. "You didn't see the comment right?" He switched on my phone. "I already did" I huff in pure anger.

"Why do they hate me so much?" Even though I know the answer I questioned him anyway. "They are just jealous of you bab-...bobby" he almost chokes on the last word. "You know, my mum says, whenever you are being hated they are just jealous nothing else" he very proudly affirmed. "Yeah whatever" that logic could've worked when my own mother...nevermind.

"You look pissed" Jungkook appeased while pulling me in for a hug. For a moment I melted by his touch and the warmth but the second I realize it, I move away from him like he is some kind of a disease. 

'Whatever flirtaship you have, it's not worth it' my mind exhorts. "Jeez I am not gonna eat you" he laughs sitting on the couch comfortably like he owns it. Atleast the loneliness which once surrounded me and those unnecessary thoughts which stuffed my creative yet beautiful mind have now disappeared like a lightning and it's all because of him.

Great now we sit in awkward silence. I think its only me, he is giggling and laughing at whatever shit he is watching in his phone. But its soothing, his giggles are calming my soul and I feel so freaking secured. He coughs and I am back from my thoughts just to realize that I have been staring at him while he smirks. "I mean...I know I am hot by why stare at me" he said in a raspy tone.

"You know what lets watch a movie" I announce completely ignoring his words. Just when I sat in the couch, he stood up saying "oh right, I just remembered" with that he ran outside the balcony.

Did he just bail on me? I think he did. What was I thinking. I switch on the TV infront of me which is connected to my phone.
I click on the first movie in the supernatural-horror genre when I found out that I've watched every single movie in the horror section. Well, supernatural movies are good I guess, especially Train to busan.

Jungkook rushes inside the living room when I was about to press the play button. "What the... how can you start without me" he scolds sitting next to me with a tray on his lap. Tray filled with ramyeon, kimbap and boiled eggs. "What's this for?" I questioned when he pushes the tray over my lap.

"I was gonna watch movie and I prepared this to eat while watching, now that we are gonna watch a movie why not have a dinner together" he smiles pinching my cheeks, very hardly. "Ouch?" When I opened my mouth to wince, he stuffed a piece of rice roll into my mouth.

"Enjoy, my mum sent them" he brags stuffing his own mouth with the food. "Its...amazing" I concur with my mouthful. Fuck my manners Its just so damn good. "Try it with this" He picks one piece of the roll and dips it in the ramen soup and signals me to open my mouth, when I do I am amazed by how the combination suits so well. "Wow...I love it" I lean back on the couch enjoying every last chew.

"I want to watch Final Destination" Jungkook grumbled for the 100th time. "And I said No" I reply playing the movie SAW. "Oh come on just change it" he whined. "Are you scared to watch SAW?" I laughed mischievously. "What's there to get scared? Final destination has the same thing as SAW. Both the movies are sickening anyway" he complained snatching the remote. "So what? Do you wanna watch Cinderella?" I teased. "Shush" he pushed me away and started searching for some decent movies.

"Okay princess" I muttered before going to my side of the couch. "Oh shut up you evil rat" he exhorted slightly slapping my shoulder. "Did you just hit me" I gasped, it wasn't even a hit, but I want to annoy him anyway. "Oh come on" he chuckled. "Jungkook you can't abuse me I am your friend" I complained with my plam over my chest, as an act of being hurt.

"Such a drama queen..." he sighed. That's it? He isn't gonna yell? Aw man I want more. I suddenly ran to the gallery making him look at me in confusion. "Help...help...Jungkook is abusing m-.." he slapped my mouth and dragged me inside. Well now it's actually looking like he is abusing me. "Shut up okay, let's watch SAW" he scolded throwing me on the couch. Not gonna lie but it was fun.

Dinner done, two movies done,  1 hour of our argument done.

Its time to sleep. Night.

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[27 July]

Jungkook's P.o.v

I groan when my phone alarm rings continuously, its damaging my ear drums along with my brain. Why the fuck, I wanna know who the fuck invented alarms and for what purpose?

Bitches.

How can I blame them when I was the one who kept them. Just cool. I love to blame others. I try to adjust in this bright room, wow? Now this sunny bitch is ruining my eyes. Just great, they all wanna ruin my beautiful soul. Jealous bitches.

After some more time of me trying to adjust with the vivid room I am in thorough shock when I take the surroundings, this is not my living room, where in the freaking earth am I ?

First of all I am being so dramatic, second of all my arms and chest is aching, third, Aerin is snuggled up on my side, fourt- wait what?

I gasp at the view, her face is on my chest. I quickly remembered last night before some dirty things enter my handsome brain.
She is still sleeping and she looks.....comfortable. she looks like a baby, holding my tshirt with her right hand and the other is cupping her own face. My alarm goes on again and I switch that motherfucker off and have my attention on her.

This makes me wanna keep looking at her all the time. I knew I was in trouble when I first saw this woman, lord she makes my heart dance. What am I even...I...uh...not even the entire english language could describe the shoot I have got in my veins right now.

Why am I being like this? Damn this girl is something. I think I should take a picture.

I switch on my phone and take her pictures, don't girls like to post picture like they are sleeping and stuff? She is gonna love it. As I was taking her pics from different angles, she started whining, shuffling and crying.

"No..don't leave me"

"No"

"Please...come back"

She started crying, like real crying in her sleep.

"Aerin?"

"Hey, wake up"

"Aerin" I shouted one last time by shaking her shoulder and she woke up and continued crying. "Why do they keep leaving me?" She screams making me flinch. Why does she look so hurt and damaged?

"Why do they hate me?" She sobs, it's really hard for me to see her this way, I pull her slowly and hug her. "I don't hate them" she weeps, I rub her back to slow down her hiccups. "They say I am bad for them" she expostulates. "I want them back" she violently wiped her tears.

After a long break, "who the fuck keeps leaving you?" I grunted. Is it her ex or what? "My mum and dad" I laughed at her.

Mum and dad? Aren't they at home. "Do you want me to call Uncle Grey and aunt Sarah?" I laughed taking my phone.  She then bites my shoulder like a freaking animal and glares at me. I should be the one glaring at her. "What?" I groan rubbing on the bite. "That's gonna leave a mark" I hissed. "And I don't care" she snarled before running to her room.

She left without looking back, too busy to give a damn about the situation. Girls these days are really bratty. I take the food tray from the teapot and walk towards the gallery, I heard sniffles when I passed her room making my legs instantly stop. Is she still crying?

"Aerin? Are you okay?" I ask. I don't get a reply. "I am gonna come in" I say and just when i am about to twist the knob she locks it from inside. Aerin freaking cheetah.

"Let me help you" I alluded hoping she'd understand. But again no reply. I hate it when nobody responds to me. If she is gonna be stubborn then so am I. I stride towards her kitchen, throwing the tray on the sink, I go back to the door.

"Aerin come out" I spoke calmly waiting for her to reply. "I am gonna break this damn door" I threatened and she still doesn't respond. That's it I am done. I run to my room through the gallery and take the baseball bat which was hunging on the wall, when I run back, I bump into Eugene and Taehyung.

"Woah, what's the hurry" Eugene complained stopping me. "Your sister is so stubborn that I am gonna break her-" 

"Woah, calm down boy, she is my sister, if you hurt her I am gonna murder you" he cutt me off. Yeah whatever. "What do I do? She is crying and she doesn't tell me why" I informed while the imaginary smoke exits my nose.

"What?" Eugene almost yelled. "Yes she had a nightmare then all of a sudden she started crying when I asked what happened, she said that her parents keep leaving her, abandoning her" I ranted pointing at her balcony doors.

"What the fuck, she said that the nightmares stopped, she lied to us" Eugene fumed going inside her dorm. "Aerin ah I got you some ice cream" Eugene sweetly spoked, is this his way to call her out? "Go away" she yelled angrily.

"Aerin ah, it's chocolate and black Currant flavored" he beams. No reply at all. I jump in between them with my bat, before I could hit the damn door, Eugene pulls me out of there and we are back to the gallery.

I keep struggling to get out of his hold but I stop when Eugene screams. "Hear me out!" Damn he is so fucking scary. "I am gonna tell you both something, just listen" he says while my lips were already sealed by his angry tone.

"Aerin is adopted" he revealed and my ears go deaf.

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