♠Andy's POV♠

HAVE YOU EVER HAD THE FEELING THAT AS YOU GREW UP YOU MADE more and more unforgivable mistakes? Well, this was me at the moment. In my five years at university together with Jessie, I've done so many unforgivable things. I don't even know how I managed to show my face to the world after what I did to him, the guy I made a promise to. A promise I swore to keep until we returned to this town.

Cameron.

My boyfriend of approximately six years; yes, I know that that is a really long time but it seemed so short. We only saw each other via Skype, through phone calls and texting. Like we once promised each other, we would try out a long distance relationship. I was attending school in the USA while he attended his in the UK. Far, I know.

We promised to be faithful onto one another and don't even flirt seriously with the opposite sex. Sadly enough, I broke our agreement. I could never look Cameron in the eye ever again. There was no way that he would ever love me the same again. I was truly disappointed in myself; I was a disgrace to the feminine society.

I cheated on Cameron. Not only once but approximately five times.

Twice, I engaged in sexual activities with two of my newly made friends. The other times were only making out sessions with a few guys. I was feeling empty; I needed those things because Cameron wasn't there to provide me with them. He was far away, I knew that I should have resisted the urge of doing what I did but; my heart was weak.

It's true that I had sex with the two boys when I was intoxicated but that's no excuse for my actions. I knew full well what I was doing was wrong and I could have stopped it if I wanted to. But, that's the thing; I didn't want to stop it because I missed it so much. True, I didn't feel any sparks or connections but to me it was still satisfying.

Right about this time, I was walking down the side walk, heading towards the house Cameron had bought for us to live in when we ended our schooling. He had planned way ahead but he never said anything about us getting married or anything. Heading towards the house, well mansion so to speak, I felt guilt envelop my heart. 

'How could you live in a house with the guy you claim that you love... and know full well you weren't truly faithful to him?' I questioned. There was no decent answer to this question and I knew it. No matter the many twists and turns I try putting in my explanation, I was always in the guilty position. 

My feet made very little sound on the sidewalk as I picked up my pace. It was already in the evening. This was so because I was only dropped off a few minutes ago. I wanted to get home as fast as possible because it was already getting dark. 

                                                                       * * * 

Being a fast walker, I was already stood in front of our front gate. The gold finishing hadn't looked different at all. Taking a view at the house, I smiled internally, remembering the first day we bought it together. It was a three story mansion with its own pool, garden, outdoor entertainment center and a gigantic inside.

Living in a huge house with Cameron has always been a dream of mine and this dream has become a reality. Before living high school, Cameron confessed to me and told me that I was his first real girlfriend. Because he always took up the bad boy, player appeal he was never really serious about a girl. To tell the truth, when he told me this, my heart swelled.

Unlocking the gate, I entered into the yard and down the driveway. The grass was well trimmed and taken care of. The surrounding flower beds looked even more beautiful than ever. Well observing our house, I realize that it has been freshly painted and new designs have been placed. It seems like our nanny Anna got the placed fixed for us.

Fixing my bags over my shoulder, I smile. I was happy to be back in the neighborhood. There was nothing better than that 'I'm finally at home' feeling. 

Digging into my jacket's pocket, I try finding the key to the front door. With luck, I found it immediately. Opening the door, I was greeted by only darkness and the smell of furniture. The house has never been really used by anyone so the furniture and appliances obtained their 'newly bought' scents.

Flicking on the light in the living room, I was truly bamboozled at what I was greeted by.

"Welcome home Andy!" They shouted! My mother, Jessie, Hunter, Blake, Jason, Rena, Charis, Anna, Mary and Cameron's parents jumped out of nowhere and welcomed me home. Now having my hand up against my chest, I gasped out of joy because I didn't expect any of this.

It's true that Jessie and Hunter left the school's grounds a week before me -because they were done with all their paperwork- but I wouldn't have guessed them having this in mind. Though being in their early twenties, they still acted the same. Jessie was still her fun and non-caring old self and so was Hunter.

Thinking of which, I wonder if Cameron changed at all. I wonder if he got taller, even more muscular of even better looking than he already was.

"Oh my goodness guys, you shouldn't have done all of this," I say, dropping my bags to the floor and running towards the group. There was no time to spare in choosing who I would hug first because they all attacked me at once. A few tears escaped my eyes, seeing that I haven't seen my mom and most of them in such a very long time.

"Don't go speaking nonsense Andy; the real party will happen when Cameron gets back next week. We just wanted to surprise you because Jess told us you were coming today," My mother informs me and kisses my cheeks as she does so. I missed my mother so much, even though she called me so often, I still missed seeing her beautiful face.

"Oh okay. I missed you so much mom," I say, hugging her tighter and burring my face into her neck. She simply pulling me tighter towards her and whispers a quick, 'I missed you too,' in my ear. Pulling out of the hug I noticed that everyone was already preparing to leave.

"We all are going to leave now Andy but you should trust me when I say, we'll be back pretty soon," Cameron's father addresses me, giving me a swift hug before he lefts himself out. His wife, Cameron's mom, simply nods at me as she followed behind him. As you may have guessed, we still aren't on the best terms.

Mary, their nanny soon followed afterwards. Blake and Jason along with Rena and Charis were the next group to leave. I was truly surprised that the four of them remained together after so long. They looked so happy together and they seemed to glow when looking into the other's eyes.

"I wish I could stay Andy but I'm a busy woman, I have an appointment to hold up to," My mother says, giving me another hug and rushing out of the house. My mother hadn't changed at all; she was still her pretend teen type of mother. She hadn't gain or lost any weight, I guessed she didn't want to change then.

Walking deeper into the vast living room, I noticed that Anna had already found herself into another part of the house. Making themselves at home, Jess and Hunter were now sat on one of my sectionals. I am truly surprised that the two are still holding on strong even after their one year split up.

"So Andy, you seem down in the gutters, what's the matter?” Jess asks, giving me a weird look. Taking a seat on a nearby sofa, I too, made myself comfortable. Loosening out my hair, I removed it from the ponytail it once had. My hair grew even longer, that it was now below my butt.

"It's nothing Jess, I'm just a little tired and really exhausted from my long trip," I say, that only being half of the true reason why I looked really sulky. 

"Oh okay, that being the case, Hunt and I are going to leave so you could rest, okay?" Jess announces, tapping me on the shoulder as she passed by with Hunter. Giving me a wink, hunter follows behind Jess as the exit my house.

This was truly a short welcome session but it was lovely; kind of. I knew that Cameron was going to be here early next week and I needed to keep my cool. There was no way that I was going to come out of the blue and say, "Hello Cameron, I cheated on you with five guys but that was in the past, everything cool now?" There was no way in me doing that!

God, I just need some sleep and I really and truly need to find a way to be myself. No guilt must be shown until I'm done contemplating on ways in telling Cameron the truth. I just hope that he doesn't find out before I tell him because that could really screw up our relationship.

AN: Yes I know that this chapter is rushed but I've got every reason for that. In the future chapters you will understand why. Thank for reading

Vote..

Comment..

Share...

Bye guys, see you next time..

Philly~xoxo