Soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

How bout a life update since im past my 2018 self right now :>>

Yeah i know ignore that weird emoji

So basically im starting to hyperventilate nearly on a daily basis but usually during class

I went to the doctor but they say im fine physically

The school nurse says ive started hyperventilating due to stress
And she says if i don't get a person i trust to talk about all the stuff i be stressing about then I might get "hyperventilation attacks" much more often and its going to start affecting my phsycology.

So..

I guess

Um

Who wants to be friends with this awkward meme loving bean and talk about our life problems together?

Cause

I barely trust anyone fully outside of my phone screen

But i haven't tried to get close to any of you guys since last year

To be honest that was because of all the drama that went on in this community and i got intimidated and ran away from all of it because  it brought up some... Unpleasant memories

But im trying to get rid of my fear confrontation of fears or whatever that's called

And thought this would be a small step to getting rid of it

Plus we can also talk about mythical problems together

So

Who's willing to be friends with a random af person?