my mind is a cipher that even i cannot figure out
so it amuses me
when people try to decipher it,
looking for loopholes in my thinking, and weak spots in the walls i've built around it.
my body is a machine that cannot be trusted
for my heart could stop its machinations and drop down into my chest
it craves and caves for things i cannot understand,
things that scare me.
my mouth is made of glass,
seasoned by the words ive spoken,
but those that i have not, remain forever trapped in the cipher,
lost in the endless maze,
only resurfacing when they shouldn't.

|dkk|