IM BAAAAAAAACK!!!!!! WITH A CHAPTER IDEA TOO!!! I was thinking of adding in the rest of Vanoss's p.o.v from when he hit delirious and I was like YOLO! It makes the chapter longer to! I'm listening to give me love and kiss me and all the sappy songs while writing this and I'm really sugar high so it had me in tears for Evan XD! But it's not that emotional so don't worry ;) And As Nogla would say...... I hope ye enjoy!.

*Vanoss's P.O.V*

My hands fumbled with the first aid kit as I rushed out of the bath room, just being back in the kitchen, and seeing how hurt Delirious was...it just made me tear up. I'm not usually like this, I've never really cried over anything other than Del, from what I can remember anyways.

The memory's kept flooding through me, and the thoughts in my head were killing me...

You lied Evan.

It's your fault, you hurt him.

You said you wouldn't hurt him....

.....you broke your promise.

I didn't mean to hurt him, I swear. It was an accident.

Accidents happen for a reason.

You should just leave him, leave everyone and everything.

He doesn't deserve you.

I tried to block out the thoughts but they kept pushing themselves back up. Shaking my head a little I turned back to Delirious. The site before me was awful.

The whole right side of Delirious's face was purple and red, there was no blood, just a lot of bruises. His right eye was almost swollen shut. It looked so painful....what have I done?

You hurt him....isn't it obvious?

Shut up. Shut up. Shut up. Shut up." I'm gonna need to put cream on it okay?" I asked him and he only nodded, because of me he couldn't even speak. I quickly squeezed some cream on my hand that I had grabbed out of the first aid kit and gently placed my hand on his cheek.

Delirious winched and I noticed he didn't have his mask on, so I brought my eyes to look at his, well, the eye that wasn't shut closed. His baby blue eyes still had their sparkle to them and I wondered why he wasn't mad at me, I had hit him with a pan, as hard as I possibly could, and he got so hurt, how could he not be mad at me? Did he remember my promise? Doesn't he know I broke it? He shouldn't not be mad, he has every right to be! So why isn't he?

When I was done I put the first aid kit back in the bathroom, and came back to the kitchen to sit next to the hurt form of my best friend. He sat up, and I could fully see the damage I had done. It was worse than I thought, the cream didn't seem to do a thing to help. I couldn't help but be filled with guilt and it was suddenly to much to take, I cried, I sobbed. I broke that promise to...

Jonnys mom appeared infront of me, a big smile spread across her face. But I couldn't copy it, I was to busy crying like a baby," Come on Evan, Jon's awake, and he wants to see you." I looked up at her as she stood up and held out her hand. I toke it. She lead me to Jon's door. Through the glass windows I could see him lying in his bed, looking around the room.

It's been 4 days, I thought to myself, and he's finally awake. My best friend woke up! I let go of Jon's mother and ran to the door, bursting through it like there was no tomorrow, and earlier I thought there really would be no tomorrow.

"JONNY!" I cried, this time happy tears were rushing down my face," EVAN! Are you crying?" I didn't answer as I flung my arms around him, just wanting to touch him again. To hold on and never let go, so he could never get hurt again," Evey? Why are you crying?" He asked again and I pulled back, just enough to see his face," Come up here, I missed you so much." Jonny said and tried to pull me up on the bed with him. I helped and crawled to his side, but, he wanted me on top of him. (A/N Jonny knows what's up XD)

I didn't move out of his hold, and instead just laid there, on top of him, as he squeezed me tighter," Evan, I want you to make me a promise." If only he knew I already did, I thought but said something anyways," Anything." "I want you to promise me you will never cry over me again, okay?" I sniffled and nodded quickly," I promise."

Delirious pulled me into him as I cried, I promised him I wouldn't cry over him anymore, but that's all I seem to do lately. I just can't stand to see him hurt, and me being the cause just makes it worse.

"You mean it Evey?" I could tell Jonny was crying, his voice cracked when he said 'Evey' and it made me smile at how cute he was," I really mean it, Jonny. I really do."

"I'm really really really really really really sorry Delirious, I-I didn't mean to hit you I-I thought you were a stranger or a burglar or a-" He shakes his head," I-I-it's fine." He tried to tell me but it didn't help, it only made my guilt feel worse, it was everything but fine. I nodded cause that's all I could do.

But my tears never stopped and he held me tighter, whispering in my ear that it was fine," It doesn't even hurt anymore." I could tell he was losing so I didn't say anything, just enjoyed his company, he always managed to make me feel safe," I-I'm sorry." My voice cracked and more tears coated my cheeks, Delirious wiped them away.

"It's okay Evan, I don't blame you. What were you trying to do anyways?" He asked and I felt a small smile tug at my lips," I was trying to make breakfast....but I can't cook." I lifted my head up to look at him as he spoke," Well then let's make it together."

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After our amazing breakfast, we had actually been able to create, Delirious decided to play some games, so for about an hour we went to tyler and Minis room- it seemed to have the best games and x-box- and played some CoD.

Then after we stopped recording we got into a convo about heading back home," Our plane goes back to Canada tomorrow, so say good-bye to Cali!" Lui yelled in his squeaker voice, I smiled," Yep. BYE CALI!" "BYE CALI!" We all yelled and Droidd ran to the kitchen," Where ya going?" I asked and heard Droidd yell," To COCKATOOS!" (A/N did I spell that right? O whale)

I chuckled and turned back to Delirious and Mini on the screen. They were playing at the moment and Tyler kept telling Mini what to do," LEFT! LEFT! ON YOUR LEFT!!!!" He shouted and mini yelled out in frustration," IM LOOKING LEFT!" "YOUR OTHER LEFT!" "FUUUUCK!!" Mini yelled as Delirious laughed his insane laugh, looks like Del killed Mini.

Mini pouted and handed Tyler the controller," Try to bet my highscore." Tyler laughed," Do I really need to try?" "OH SHUT UP!"

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Bye Cali......

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Okay so my watt pad glitched while I was writing and fucking publisher when I wasn't ready. If you guys saw it in sorry. It wasn't ready and I wasn't ready to publish but now here it is I hope u guys like it! And all this does tie into something that will happen later hehe :)