As my entire world had shattered into a new view- pieces began to fall away.

People...

Feelings...

Love...

     I lost myself in a sea of creamer-sweet coffees and six A.M. sanity breaches.

     Nothing was the same.

My relations are toxic.

My depression is ironic and my memes are so fucking chronic and I want it all to go away.

     ŴĦ¥ ŴØŇ'Ŧ ƗŦ ΔŁŁ ǤØ ΔŴΔ¥¿¡

     I tried to ignore it. I'm happy. This is okay. Everyone's happy so I must be too.

ᵀᴴᴱᴺ ᵀᴴᴱᵞ'ᴰ ᴴᵁᴿᵀ ᴹᴱ ᴬᴳᴬᴵᴺ

And I'd see it clearly again in my little mirror shard that I'd still managed to keep.

My phone's camera. I look there and I see the truth. All the things I'd noticed in a fucking arcade bathroom...

They're all true.

   Fuck, am I tearing up again?

HΞLP MΞ-¡

     I swiftly stood from the cafeteria tables, running out of the room as my phone was pulled from my hoodie pocket.

    Just a minute later, my password was in and I'd locked out the world, hiding in a bathroom stall

₽łΞД§Ξ¡

     I mentally pleaded, going into a certain someone's DMs.

„₽łΞД§Ξ¡„

     I pleaded aloud, tears streaking down my cheeks as I heard the bathroom door open.

„ᴺᴼ ᴺᴬᴹᴱ ᶠᴼᵁᴺᴰ„

     A feminine voice called out as I slammed my palm over my mouth to conceal my sobbing.

„ꀤ'ꎭ ꌃꋪꍟꍏꀘꀤꈤꁅ... ꃅꍟ꒒ᖘ ꎭꍟ ᖘ꒒ꍟꍏꌗꍟ¡„

     I texted desperately to the one male I could aways- would always go to.

Not even a minute later, he'd texted back.

„I♥'m♥ h♥e♥r♥e♥... Y♥o♥u♥'l♥l♥ b♥e♥ o♥k♥a♥y♥... W♥h♥a♥t♥ h♥a♥p♥p♥e♥n♥e♥d♥¿„

     I almost smiled...

Even when nobody else is there... When I'm not even here for myself...

ДΓ LΞДSΓ SФMΞФИΞ ΞLSΞ ДLЩДУS IS.

„ℳУ ℓД∂У¿„

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