Me: God? Okay. My sister is about to leave for college, and my two best friends quit band meaning I won't get to see them and spend time with them as much. My three closest friends are going away... I am going to be so lonely. I need a boyfriend. I mean, no matter how introverted I am, I need people. Close people... And hugs.

God: I will provide every need of the righteous woman.
God: *snaps finger*

*a certain boy messages me THAT NIGHT, and we have an incredible conversation until three in the morning*

Me: No, this is crazy. God, this isn't from You, is it? Your will? No. This is Satan trying to test me, right? Ah!

God: *slaps hand onto face* You are difficult, my love.

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God: Abby, don't question or doubt my goodness. I am here for you, to support you in every way possible. You ask in My son's name, and it will be given unto you. You are My child. You are worthy of My love and the love of others, and don't let Satan make you believe anything other that that.

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Most of this is exact wording, as most of these are. When I started doubting that this boy was sent from God as an answer to my prayers, God literally said to me, "Goodness, you're difficult." God speaks to each person in a different way. To me, He is so sassy and sarcastic. Because He speaks to us individually in a way that we best understand if we are willing to listen. That is how I knew in that very moment it was Him speaking. He always speaks to me that way, funny as it is! Whether or not this boy and I are meant to be, I don't know, but I know that God provides just like He said He would. :)

God also said that if I give Him everything, not just the big things, but the little things as well, then He would reveal to me whether I should continue letting this boy pursue me or not, and I am not sure, but this conversation sounded like a cue to me. All I know to do is pray pray pray and see!