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"All that Syrio Forel had taught her went racing through her head

Swift as a deer, quiet  as shadow 

Fear cuts deeper than swords.

Quick as snake, calm as still water

Fear cuts deeper than swords.

Strong as bear, fierce as Wolverine

Fear cuts deeper than swords.

The man who fears losing has already  lost

Fear cuts deeper than swords."

-GEORGE R.R. MARTIN, A GAME OF THRONES.

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"Okay Man here you go...My full name is 'Rajkumari(princess)  Kiara   Matheli   Millenrai'
daughter of 'Matheli   Maheshwar   Millenrai',
granddaughter of 'Maharana(king)   Maheshwar   Millenrai'
and next on the line of 'Millenrai' throne."

Phew! I took a deep breath.

Man it was one hefty intro!

Now when I realise that, I finally have said my full name without forgetting it.

It definitely feels quite odd that I'm a Millenrai, because there is hardly any resemblance between me and the royal family.

You can say that I was the long lost princess in a jungle, after years I found out who I'm, with me wearing all those Tarzan panties and behaving all wild, you can say I was a female equivalent of Tarzan, but nope instead of Tarzan panties I'm here standing in my shredded clothes and weary eyes.

After I gave my introduction the security guard was gawking at me, as if I have spoken some different language.

And from the look on his face I can't tell, whether he was surprised or just scared, as his mouth was opening and closing like a fish, but he couldn't form a word.

Suddenly I heard someone calling me.

"Oh my god! is that you Kiara!".

A woman in her late thirties was approaching me, I noted that she was quite a beautiful lady she got that raven hair and big hazel eyes.

By the way she is dressed, I can tell that her fashion sense was quite good.

She was smiling at me, as if she saw a cute little puppy on the road, but in my case I was looking no less than a female version of 'Rogue'.

But somewhere in my mind I can say, that I have seen her before.

"Yes it's me, sorry do I know you?"

I asked her being little confused, as I can't recollect whether I know her or not.

"Oh! So you don't remember me! Well it's not your fault, it's been five years since I last saw you dear, but hey here I found you! my name is 'Maya Dello' ".

The lady gave her intro by little smiling at me.

Maya Dello I mumbled myself, I heard that name before but I couldn't recollect it suddenly realisation hit me, she is my mother's childhood friend Maya my Aunt.

Last time I saw her was five years back during my grandpa's peace ceremony, she used to look after me when grandpa was busy with his business, she was the daughter of the manager of my grandpa more like a courtier in olden times.

But after the death of my grandpa and due to the ill health of her father, she became the manager and her family share a huge history with my ancestors, they have served for my family long time since then, that's the very reason why my mom knew her.

"Oh my god ! Aunt Maya!" I exclaimed

"It's been a long time aunt how are you?"

"I'm fine sweetheart, but I can say you have grown up so fast and beautiful ", she winked at me.

"Beautiful! Well I wonder but yea I'm all grown up"

"So now may I ask Kiara why the poor security guard was on the ground?"

"Actually Aunt he didn't let me in and I got angry and then ...- Nevermind, I guess his new here, but I sought out the matter ;)", I smiled at her quickly hiding the reason why I hit him.

"Oh! so sorry Kiara, I guess you're right he doesn't know you yet, but now everyone will know about you, after all the princess has returned back home! Come, I'll take you in", she grabbed my hand and started pulling me in, along with her

It was then I noticed my house, it was indeed very big and beautiful with open land as garden with all  greenery and stuff. It was looking nothing less than a fairy tale , but no this is not a fairy tale and I'm not a Cinderella.

She bought me in and I can see the living hall designed in more modern version of furniture last time I saw.

Definitely my uncle was a man of taste, but behind all those beauties I only know what devil is hidden inside him.

I can see the maids and servants running here and there doing their task. I specially noticed that they're all busy preparing something.

"Why is there so much hustle and bustle?", I asked aunt Maya.

"Oh dear they are preparing a welcome party for the arrival of princess!"

Aunt smiled at me with excitement, but as soon as I heard that I got a hell lot of scared. Being socially awkward never helped, I didn't liked the idea of the party.

I raised my eyebrows towards her, she got to be kidding, there is no way in the hell that I'm going to be a part of this party!

Because last time I checked I ended up being in a hospital for attending the party it was a long story.

"No! Aunt there's no need for such kind of party, I don't want a welcome party and besides I don't really think Mr Randhir would be pleased with it?."

"Well Sweetheart relax, I was just joking around, you don't need to worry! It's not a party thrown for you, its because-.."

Aunt Maya was cut by a maid, who asked her about some decorative stuff and the further work, so she couldn't finish her talk with me about 'Why there is a party in the house'.

I was standing right besides my Aunt and by the curious, as well as weird looks thrown by the servants and maids.

I can say that they're curious to know about me .

Standing besides my perfect and beautiful aunt, I can say that they're watching 'Beauty and the Beast' live

Guess who's the beast here 'it's me' yeah!

It seems my aunt heard my thoughts and she suddenly called all the servants in the mansion not sparing the royal chef himself.

"Okay people gather around here, I have a special announcement to make so I called all of you here, you all are quite busy with the party preparation but this is quite important! So here we have a beautiful young lady with us, as everyone seems to be curious, I introduce you to Miss Kiara Millenrai the next on Throne after Maharana Maheshwar so you guys make sure that Rajkumari's all needs are fulfilled and no complain should be heard from her side.As being the manager of the party I expect perfection in your work and please make sure she feels at home after all she is back after a year so do follow the orders is that clear!"

Sometimes my aunt Maya really fascinates me, I feel she belongs to some royalty as the way she speaks and carries herself is truly awesome.

After aunt introduced me I can see some maids gasp at me and look shocked seeing me ,I know it would have been really hard to digest the fact that the girl in those shredded clothes and tattoos is a princess, any sane person would go crazy hearing that.

"Ella ! " my aunt called a maid, who was in her late twenties,she had that petite frame but she looked quite tired, I guess she was busy with all the party stuff, but her smile said a different story, as she came to my aunt and said "Yes Ma'am how may I help you"

Before talking to my aunt she bowed at me and I felt really weird.

"Ella I want you to clean the Kiara's room , she will be living in that room so make that room liveable enough"

"Yes Ma'am" she said that and hurriedly went upstairs to do her work.

"So aunt, can you tell me where's Mr Randhir... -I -mean my uncle"

"Oh sorry dear, but your Uncle is not home yet, so I guess you need to wait until he arrives. He will be arriving by 6.00 in the evening. Is it something urgent, you can always share with me, after all I was your mothers best friend."

"Well it's nothing that much important just a few discussions here and there and besides I think the matters can be hold up for some time. We should probably wait in the living hall until my room gets ready, what say aunt."

"Ok then let's wait up in the living hall and there is a lot of things left to discuss"

Aunt Maya smiled at me and she lends me the way to the living hall. After we got seated Aunt Maya ordered a cup of tea and a lemonade for me, so here we are sitting comfortably on a big sofa and chatting about the past 5 years.

"So tell me Kiara why you suddenly decided to come back, I mean I definitely wanted you to be back, but after that incident I never thought you will"

Sadness was clearly seen in Aunt Maya's eyes. I can tell she really felt sorry for me, but I didn't need sympathy anymore, I'm changed now and I have changed for my own good.

"Well you're right aunt, I also never thought I will come back so soon. I was scared after that, but you know what I have learned 'Fear cuts deeper than swords' so I kind of moved on"

I gave her my best smile to which she smiled at me widely.

"Good sweetheart I am proud of you .Let's talk about something else how's your college going?"

Uhh...Ohh.. She is asking about my college.

Should I say the truth or should I lie, I was having an internal battle with me as I thought about my college. If I would have to put my experience in words it would be barbaric, homicidal, torturing and what not but I decided to say a lie

"Awesome".

I just spat out so loud that it looked more like a question, to which my aunt raised her brow and for a few seconds stared at me, to check whether something is wrong or not. After seconds which felt like hours she gave me a smile!

Thank god she buyed it!

"It's really good to know that you're enjoying your college life, tell me about your love life ha! Do you have a boyfriend?"

" What?!"

I could manage only a simple 'what' by myself I was beyond shocked I never ever been asked about it.

I mentally face palmed myself and again tried to say something which only came to be a two letter word.

"No"

I said it lowly as if I was feeling so ashamed of it, yes I was ashamed of myself I couldn't even make a boy fall for me I was a disgrace for my family for all girls out there I should probably die or should turn myself into a nun or maybe I should start living in a jungle like a female Tarzan 'TARZANY' yea I made that name myself and should marry a gorilla and have gorilla mutant human babies and eat bananas all my life.

Again I cursed myself to stop thinking like an 'Amoeba'.

I bet that brainless creature is more useful than me at least it knows how to multiply!

I was so damn lost in my own thoughts that my aunt snapped her fingers in front of my face.

"Earth_to Kiara...", she said.

"Yea I'm sorry so what were you saying?"

She told me that she was asking about my studies and all.

But before she asked me anymore questions I switched the questions towards her and started asking about her.

After talking to her I came to know that she was transferred to Delhi by my so called step uncle for some business related matters, however Aunt Maya was trying hard not to let me know that it was not necessary.

As it doesn't require much brains to know that the sole reason behind her transfer was to make me stay away from her and make my life miserable by living all alone.

My family though it belongs to a Royal family we are quite well in business, we own 'Millenrai Shipping's Enterprise'

It is one of the major trading companies all over the world started by my mother's great grandfather and so forth, so yea we're basically that Royal family who doesn't rule but still are rich all because of this family business, as well as the huge money involved with the royal throne, so we still follow our family old tradition which involves crowning.

I would never have been a Millenrai at the first place as my father may or may not belong to a Royal family.

That's the matter of fact I don't know, but the thing I know that is my mothers father Maharana Maheshwar Millenrai had his first child my mother so eventually according to the family tradition all the revenue and the family business gets to the first child if it's a daughter she is the only heir until she gets married after that the crown and the family throne goes to the second child.

But unfortunately my grandma died and my grandpa kinda remarried and as a result I have this so called Mr Randhir as my step uncle.

Everything was so perfect eventually everyone thought my mom will get married and the throne will be in the hand of my step uncle and there will be a happy ending but it's never that easy.

As fates played their games 'I was born' .

I was the result of my mom's mistake, I was a love child.

My mom was unmarried when she gave birth to me she was a single mother parent and that's the reason I was a 'Millerai' , all my life I learned that my father ditched my mother on pretext of marrying her.

But never ever I heard the words from her, she never talked about him.

It was six years ago when she died in a car crash which left me broken till date, that day I was officially 'orphaned' but then my grandpa took me under his wing and I eventually got through my mom's loss.

But still fates again started playing their games and I lost my grandpa the next year, he got a heart attack.

I was so traumatized with my grandpa's loss that I used to stay awake all nights crying myself to sleep.

I used to think a lot of weird stuff even thought of doing suicide as my uncle's tortures were not helping me well, he used to lock me in my room and used to make me starve, funny part is he never abused me himself but I was tortured by his then girlfriend Lisa, she was a bitch .

She followed him blindly and did whatever he says, when he couldn't hit me he used her to hit me.

And the cruel women never ever flinched hitting me.

And then I got this stress and mental disorder which forced my mind to think many things at a time that was also the time
I got this huge obsession with my toys you wanna know what my toys includes any guesses!!!

Nope not a Barbie doll basically the latest laptop ,smart phones and the study books which I used to crave to read all the time.

Yes call me a nerd, so damn I was. But then my personal life was not helping me as a result I grew emotionally weak and I got this breakdown which led me into having panic attacks and blackouts.

It was after a few months of treatment with a well known psychiatrist 'Mr Rajeev Malhotra'. He was the one who helped me to cope up.

After all he is the only person who knew everything inside out of me and the very well fact that I hate my step uncle didn't go unnoticed by him.

The only reason I think for the hatred of my step uncle towards me was because my Grandpa left a will in which it was written that I will be the next on the throne, as my mother is dead so eventually the rightful heir is me, not only that my grandpa made me the fifty percent stake holder and the official partner of the 'Millenrai Shipping's Enterprise'

I guess my grandpa already had known about my uncle's intentions so in a way to make me safe he made this will or he actually thought I deserved it better then my step uncle.

But unfortunately he forgot that I'm a minor so until I'm turned eighteen, I won't get the perks of being rich.

So my official guardian is my so called step uncle Mr. Randhir Millenrai.

And currently he is handling the business.

I never realised that time passed by, I almost slept myself on the sofa. I sloped out of the sofa lazily and looked here and there and suddenly I caught Ella staring at me which got me startled and the fact that how clumsy I'm, I fell off the sofa.

And my bum hit the ground, I groaned "Hey Ella you scared me with your stare, may I know where's my Aunt?"

"I'm sorry Miss, I didn't meant to startle you and Ma'am has gone out for some business related work given by Mr Randhir".

"Mr Randhir is here!".

"Yes it's been half an hour since he arrived I guess he is early today"

"Please tell me Ella! Please tell me that he didn't saw me snoring on the sofa!"

Looking confused, Ella looked at me weirdly.

"Well sorry Ma'am I don't know, is everything alright?"

"Yeah! Everything is alright, I guess I should probably head towards my room, by the way where is Mr.Ra- I mean my uncle"

"He is in the study room."

"Oh Thank you so much"

I hurried myself to run out of the living hall because I can't stand those curious eyes as if asking me what's the matter and besides Ella face was literally exciting me to read her thoughts.

No I'm not a vampire or a werewolf but still I got this habit of judging and predicting what people may do or think and to my bad luck I was really good in it.

I went my way towards the study room, I was actually thinking to confront my uncle and to begin with my plan, but inside me I was scared like hell.

I would be lying to myself if I tell that I'm not intimidated by his personality, but still the olden days where gone and now I shall confront him with this new gained confidence and prove him that I'm not the old me anymore.

I have changed  myself for good and if he tries something funny, I won't regret for a minute before breaking his face.

Inside him he always knew that if he push me beyond my limit, I would come back like flying in and will take REVENGE.

The word 'REVENGE' itself is so ravishing for me, but still I controlled myself I can ruin his life in a minute and he will not know who did it. Yet I controlled myself

I find it really funny that I never used these plans before because may be somewhere inside me I liked him. I thought he is the only family left, I looked upon him for love and care, but I was so blind. Of course I was a lost child in search of happiness but still I could have easily doomed his life back then long ago by telling the lawyers who used to come every month to make a check that everything is alright with me and my uncle's behaviour ,common questions like how he is treating me, Is he taking me out? And is he taking care of my expenses all these little stuff and if you see me,  you'll consider me a dumb ass that I told them everything lie .

The reason I lied is because if I said about the ill treatment of my step uncle, they would definitely make sure I won't live with him and then they will parcel me back to my hometown and that is bad, because that means I will be living with another money thirsty gold digger relatives, who would be looking keen to accept me but I only knew behind those faces there was only greed.

Well I saw that faces and with experience I knew that, 'Living in a dummy hell is way better then experiencing the third degree torture in a real Hell' as in living with those relatives.

I soon reached the study room and prepared myself to face THE DEVIL himself.

I took a deep breath putted my confidence fledged face and found myself staring in front of the closed door.

Again I took a deep breath.

"Come on! Kiara you waited for this day whole your life, this is the day when you actually going to make him helpless, you can't back out now you have to face him, you have to face yourself doing this to him. That man don't deserve your mercy you're not just no one you were born to be a ruler he had to obey you after all, you're not a princess for nothing"

With the last time repeating those words to myself I pushed opened the door and found myself glaring at him.

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