Castiel

Cas woke up on dean's bed. It didn't really surprise him. His head hurt. Bit he felt good. Like something special happened, but he couldn't put his finger on it.( bu dum tss)
"You're finally up." Dean walked in. He had no shirt on was the first thing cas noticed. "Yea...I feel like shit." Dean laughed at that.

"Dude, you were drunk as hell. I couldn't drive straight, because you were kissing me all over." Cas could feel the redness of the blush. He just laid there silently.

"...sorry?" Dean laughed harder. "Dude, it's ok. I don't blame you. If I was ever drunk as you were, I would do the same thing. Castiel just nervously laughed.

"Well, we need to go to school in like.... 2 hours, so go take a shower." Dean said, putting a navy blue shirt on. Cas just went straight to the shower. He began to undress. (Don't picture it guys! I bet yall are! ) he then turned on the water, and went in.

The water was warm. He never really took warm showers. Gabe will hog all the hot showers so cas will suffer with the freezing showers. He rubbed shampoo and conditioner into his hair. He rinsed it out.

He was gonna was his body, when he looked at his wrist. Covered in cuts, so with his for arm. He remembered him crying on the floor, by his phone. Going to the restroom, and getting out his hidden razor blade. Cutting himself deeper and deeper. He could remember it all.

"Hey a cas? Hurry up in there. Ok?" It was dean. "Ohh yea. Ok." He washed himself, and went out of the shower. He put a towel around him, and went dean's room. There was a set of clothes set out for him. He changed into those.

"Cas, come Down here." Dean said. Cas went downstairs to the living room. Sam looked nervous. Dean was sitting by cas' backpack. Cas knew exactly what's going on. Shit... he thought to himself.

"Cas. Why?" Castiel nervously stood there.

"Why what?" Dean looked angry, but sad. "Why would you have these in your backpack!?" He pulled out 3 pencil sharpener blades, and 4 double edged razors.

"Safe keeping...?"

"I thought you stopped," dean said quickly, "I thought you stopped for me." Cas could feel tears in his eyes. "I did stop Dean."

"Then show me."

"Show you what?"

"Your wrist."

"No." Cas said quietly.

"Sam." Sam lightly grabbed cas' wrist. Cas yelped in pain, but quickly stopped. Sam slowly lifted up the sleeve to the hoodie cas was wearing. There were fresh cuts on them. They were still bleeding.

Dean grabbed cas' arm, and cas whimpered. "Castiel Novak! Why In hell would you do this!?"

"I j-just...the...the voices told me th-things....horrible horrible things." Cas said, trying so hard not to cry.

"What things cas?" Dean said, with sam bandaging cas' wrist. "They told me.... That you didn't love me. You only love me, because you were dared to." Cas said quickly.

He could feel his anxiety rise. He started shaking. "Cas. No. That's not true. I love you. No one dared me to. I love you for you."

"No one loves a suicidal boy." Cas blurted out. Tears were running down his face fast.

"I do."dean kissed cas. Castiel was shoked. He then melted into the kiss. Dean then let go. Tears falling out of his eyes.

"I do, cas."

"Dean? Can I...go to my friend's house now so we can wait for the bus?" Sam said.

"Yes sam. Yes."

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Cas was waiting for first period to be over. Crowley wasn't bugging cas. We all know why. But not for now at least. Class was dismissed finally. Cas just wanted to get out of that hell hole.

Castiel headed for his locker. He entered the second digit to his locker, when he was pushed into his locker. "Hey faggot." It was Lucifer.

"I heard your boyfriend beat the shit out of my friend," he said. He pulled out a small knife, "follow me mr. Novak."
Cas was scared out of his life. He didn't show it. He just followed Lucifer.

They were in between the school, and the portables. "Now mr. Novak. You are gonna be silent while I'll show you why not to mess with my friends. Cas just nodded.

He was gonna get beaten. He just knew it from the start. Lucifer tied Castiel to a telephone pole. He began punching Castiel in the stomach. Cas tried his hardest not to yell. He just whimpered.

"Your not a dog idiot. If you are, I'm top dog." He slapped Castiel over and over. He then punched Castiel hard in the face. He didn't even knock out from it. So he had to go through with the pain.

"Why are you hurt *cough* -ing me like this?" Cas said.
Lucifer pulled out his pocket knife, "I told you not to talk!" He shouted. Someone heard him

"Hello?" A girl said. She walked closer to the portables. Lucifer dropped the pocket knife, and ran. Cas could hear footsteps come closer.

"Ohh my god!" She said. It was a beautiful red haired girl. Cas just stood there; tied up to the pole. She untied him. He quickly hid his wrists. Cas could tell she saw.

She grabbed his arm. He whimpered. Why is everyone grabbing my arm!? He said to himself. She slowly rolled up the sleeve. Luckily, it was bandaged.

"What happened to your arm?" She said. Cas couldn't think of an excuse, "ohh. That. Hehe..ummm...I'd rather not say..."

"I know exactly what happened." She said.

"What then?" Castiel said nervously.

"You did this to yourself. I can see it. By looking into your eyes. You are broken." Cas was speechless.

"We should probably get you cleaned up." She said after the long silence.

"Yea." Cas said.

"By the way, my name is Charlie."

"Nice to meet you Charlie. I'm Castiel."