What does it actually mean to love someone with all your heart? I have been asking myself this question all my life. My life has not been easy, and when can you say that life is easy? You think that the right one will never come, but in this matter I was simply wrong. I found that one person. You find the right person when you don't expect it. I come from a very normal relationship, we are not doing badly, but we don't have much money either. Until he came. He changed my whole life and when I say changed, because I mean it. Every day I had the feeling that I was in a hole and I didn't know myself how to get out. Every day the same thing. I got up early, had breakfast and went to work. Worked until 4pm and then went home to bed. I couldn't party much because I couldn't lose my job. My parents are older and I have to take care of them. I love my parents and I am grateful for everything they have given me. But most of all I am grateful for their love. With him I could see what true love is and my hope to get this also rose a little bit, but then when someone came and took my heart to himself just to break it again, made the hope disappear. And now dear readers of my blog, here I sit with a ring on my finger and our beautiful daughter. My husband still engrossed in his work. I couldn't be happier and, what makes this story even more beautiful is that this all happened at Christmas. For some it would come too quickly, but when you realize at first glance that it's him. That he is the man you have been waiting for, then you don't think about such things anymore. Even now thinking about how we kissed for the first TIME, I say just enjoy moments like that and appreciate the person who makes you laugh. I would have lost it at close. I wouldn't have known what to do without him. He is my air to breathe. You don't want to share that person anymore and now I understand him even if he got jealous when other men tried to talk to me because I don't want to see other women with him myself. Be aware: true love comes when you don't expect it.

I close the computer and give my concentration to my little daughter who started crying. "Sh, Sh. All is well my darling. I'm here. You are longing for your daddy right?", she opens her eyes and the beautiful brown eyes she has from her father appear. "Then let's go to daddy." I walk out of the kitchen with our princess and go to my husband. I knock on the door and go in. There he sits. For me still the hottest man in this whole wide world and I feel only at his presence, how the desire already comes up again.

"Amore," comes from Tom and I have to smile. I go to him with Aurora and sit on his lap. She gets abruptly quiet, which makes me smile. "Someone missed his daddy," I say to him and kiss his cheek. "My little princess," he kisses her little head where hair is slowly growing. "I'm going to stop working and we'll sit together on the couch my queen", he kisses me and we have to be careful not to get too wild. "Are you sure about this? I know how important your work is to you," I say to him. "And you know that my family, is much more important." I get up and walk with him to our huge living room, where everything is so beautifully Christmas decorated. Together we sit on the couch and look at our daughter. "She's just as beautiful as her mother," Tom says to me, which makes me smile. I lift my chin and give him a kiss while he has one hand on Aurora and one hand on my neck. As we disengage I look outside and see that it is snowing. At that moment, I think about how our story actually began.