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I nod and get sweaty palms, of course I'm afraid he's going to tell me what all happened with Ilayda. Even though I didn't know her for long and I couldn't get the story with Tom out of my mind, I'm still sorry that she had to die. "I already told you a little bit about my past with Ilayda," he looks at me, but I can only nod. "That night when we were both going to the party, I should have checked everything. But I was young and just wanted to have fun before I was supposed to get the Force. My job was to see if everything was okay because Ilayda's parents and she couldn't protect themselves either. They had a little experience, but not as much experience as my family."

He takes a quick breath and then looks at me again. "I really wanted to go to this party and I thought nothing would happen, it had been quiet for the last few weeks and nothing had happened, but that morning when my father was in my room early, everything was different that day" suddenly he stopped talking and stopped looking me in the eye. I knew it was hard for him to talk about it and I couldn't blame him. "What happened?", I ask him, taking his hand as a sign that he shouldn't be afraid to tell me.

"My father told me that a bomb was planted and there are no remains. At the end he says, 'There were no survivors.' When I heard that I knew it was my fault and the blood of Ilayda's parents is on my fingers and now Ilayda's blood too," shocked I look at him and at the first moment I didn't even know what to say anymore.

"Please say something", only when I hear his words I came back to reality. "Tom. Everyone makes a mistake in their life. You were young and also wanted to enjoy your life, that something like this happens no one could foresee", of course I could see him that he blames himself for it forever and also somehow I can also understand him that he feels that way.

"Yes I was in love with Ilayda, but my parents adopted her after her family died. She was my sister after that and from month to month I knew she is not the right one for me because the right one is sitting in front of me. Princess no other girl can ever replace you because you are the only one for me. You are the first one who slept in my bed, you are the only one with whom I can imagine growing old and having children and the only one who sometimes gets to talk to me the way you do. I could never cheat on you."

He moves closer to me and puts his hand on my cheek as he looks at me with his mesmerizing eyes. I close my eyes and snuggle into his hand as this feeling is just beautiful. "Losing you would be unbearable," slowly I open my eyes again and look into his. "Now do you understand why it's so important to me that you tell me where you're going," he asks me. "Yes," I say quietly, feeling a little guilty for always getting upset about it and taking it to extremes.

"I'm sorry," I say. Tom presses his soft lips to my forehead and brushes a strand of my hair behind my ear, the warmth he gives off makes me feel much more comfortable right away. "It's alright princess," he leans back and pulls me onto his lap so I can look him directly in the eyes, he alternates between looking at my lips and into my eyes, his hands placed on my ass pulling me closer to him. No leaf would fit more between us.

"Kiss me baby", immediately I put my lips on his and it started a smooch in the living room where everyone could see us, but at that moment I didn't care about anything. These moments with Tom are not often, because he really had a lot to do and work is very important to him. This feeling in my body when Tom kisses me or just touches me can not be described at all, it is so wonderful, because I have never felt something like this.

Lightly Tom presses with his hands on my ass, so that I start to moan slightly, he uses this opportunity and sticks his tongue in my mouth. Abruptly, this passionate kiss becomes much more, but I would not have expected anything else, thinking about what happened today in the bathroom.

And that's how the morning went, we couldn't separate from each other, either cuddling or sticking our tongues down each other's throats, but I enjoyed it very much. Now I'm standing in front of the closet and don't know what to wear for the walk with my parents. It's cold outside, but still I want to look Elegant.

Concentrated I look at my clothes, when I put two strong arms around me, automatically I had to smile. "What's taking you so long princess?" he asks me, resting his chin on my shoulder. "I don't know what to wear. I want to be dressed elegantly, but also warmly," he started laughing slightly and gives me a kiss on the cheek. "Your problems I would like to have sometime", he takes his arms away from me and looks more closely at my closet, he takes out a white sweater that went up to my neck and a pair of black regular jeans. "For the rest, I guess you'll have to decide for yourself," with a grin walked out of our closet. I quickly get out some warmer socks, a nice big scarf and a long beige winter coat.

Going down the stairs I see Tom already waiting for me, but in the first moment does not get that I was standing in front of him, because he was busy with his phone. Only when I cleared my throat he looks and his eyes got big as he looks at me from top to bottom. "You look beautiful princess, I have to be careful that I do not tear the clothes off your body already", in his eyes you could see the desire and it would be a lie if I say that I do not have this desire myself. Just seeing this man standing in front of me makes me crazy.

"We should hurry now or we'll be late and if I remember correctly, your parents don't like it when someone is late," that he remembered that I was very surprised because I remember exactly what happened that day in the car. Immediately the red rose in my face. I quickly put on my shoes so he wouldn't even see it.

On the way we didn't talk much, but like most of the time this didn't bother me, because I preferred to look at the beautiful landscape. Everything is covered with snow and it didn't look like it would stop snowing in the next few hours.

Tom his hand hasn't moved from my thigh since he started the engine, the warmth his hand leaves on the spot of my thigh is driving me crazy. It's amazing how my desire for him has intensified, even though I have no experience in this regard. "We're here," Tom says suddenly. I quickly look around and sure enough, we've arrived at Hyde Park. I used to love coming here to relax. "Sorry. I got totally caught up in my thoughts," his grip on my thigh tightened a bit. Automatically I look into his eyes and this fire what was sent out of pure lust became more and more obvious. He came dangerously close to me, his warm breath felt on my skin, which immediately gives me goose bumps.

"The way you squeeze your thighs together, I know that all your thoughts are focused on tonight and believe me baby. You will never forget this night. I'm going to fuck you up so bad you'll wish this night never went away," with a grin he leans back in his seat and looks ahead. "And what if I can't take it anymore until tonight," how could you not lose your cool with this man either. "There I have to disappoint you unfortunately baby, you have to wait so long, because there come your parents", he gets out of the car and comes and opens the car door for me. Thankfully I take his hand, which he holds out to me. I just hope that I could push away my thoughts for tonight for this period with my parents.