he
loves
me
he
loves
me
not
those are
things i think
about a lot
i want
him right next
to me
i want
to feel his warmth
but i know
i cant
it feels like
he doesn't even
exist
i want
to hold his hand
and remind him
i'm still
here
right here
just not
right there
i want
to hug him
and comfort
him
i want
to lay with
him and
talk for hours
about useless
things that
don't matter
i want
to tell him
i really love him
and i want
him to know that
i mean it
when i say
it to him
i know
he's my
soulmate