your words
made me melt
whenever i
saw your name
pop up
on my phone
but now
whenever i see
your name
i cringe
i cringe
because i
remember
how stupid
i was
and naïve
i was
you helped me
mature
and learn
to become
more strong
but i think
the things that
you did
and didn't do
hurt me
like a
razor blade
and left some
scars
that remind me
of you
things i don't want
to remember
you made me
strong and
weak
at the same
time