i cannot
blame
him for
this downhill
relationship
i was the one
who texted him
back all
those times
i was the one
who sent him
annoying selfies
at 2 am
i was the one
who texted him
those disgusting
hearts
i was the one
who damaged myself
because of
him
i was the one
who thought
it was
real love
i was the one
who persisted
and said
"i love you"
like it was
nothing
important
i just
wanted to feel
love
as well