this dude
is so persistent
he's bugging me
talking to me
what am i going to do
but when i'm not around him
i feel a sense of loneliness
"person-sickness" if you will
as if Ian is my sanctuary
my comfort
there's just something about him
maybe his bright blue, playful eyes?
or maybe his untamed brown hair?
there's just something about him
which comforts me
i am just too blind to see it