i convinced myself out of it, i decided to get some sleep because it was no use thinking about neither mom or the adoption paper.

i left text for marsha telling her to meet me at my place at about 7:45 am before i went to sleep

i just tossed and turned in bed unable to sleep like i thought i would be able to.

*****

my alarm went off at about 6:30 am, i washed up and changed into my bathrobe before checked my phone there were a few texts from marsha and monnie, i opened Marsha's text first to see what she had said,

{ AUTHORS P.O.V: THIS IS THE CONVERSATION BETWEEN CARMEN AND MARSHA}

MARSHA: at 7:45 am???

whyy??

what are we doing???

its too early bitchhhhhhhhhh!!!!

fine see you at around 7:45!!! ill tell mom to drop me off before she leaves okai?

ME: yea... okai

see yah, ill explain once you get here

see yah bitchhh

{AUTHORS P.O.V: THIS IS THE CONVERSATION BETWEEN NAMJOON AND CARMEN}

NAMJOON: good morning bby, cant wait to meet you in less than 2 hrs...

ME: good morning bae, yes,love cant wait to meet you either!!! gonna get ready... bye xoxo

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i left my phone and went downstairs, jess was already up he was watching TV with his cereal bowl in his hands, unexpectedly mom was up to, she was as usual scrolling through her phone, those adoption papers weren't on the floor anymore.

"good morning mom" i said

she ignored me as usual as she scrolled her phone some more, i went into the kitchen to get some coffee

"when did you have hot chocolate?" she asked her eyes glued to the screen

"la...last night mom" i replied slightly stammering

"why?" she asked giving me a weird look

"je..jess was feeling a bit hungry so i made some for both of us before going to sleep mom" i replied

she just nodded her head and went back to her phone

i slowly sipped on my coffee sitting next to jess wandering what if my mom asked jess whether we had hot chocolate i also thought about asking her about last night but gave on that thought within a blink of my eye.

********

it was about 7:15 i ran upstairs to get dressed i made an excuse in my mind to go out the house i decided to tell mom i was going out with marsha since marsha was coming over anyways

i decided to wear something casual i wore a lose denim shirt with a high waist jeans and my sneakers a choker to accesorize i pulled my hair into a pony tail

and by 7:40 i was ready to go out,

being dressed i went downstairs

jess was still watching tv but mom wasnt there in the hall,

"mom" i called out becuase if she was home i had to atleast inform her that i was going out, not like she gave two shits where i went but, telling her was the right thing to do no matter how she treated me she was still my mom

there was no response except when jess spoke "mommy went out"

out? she went out? that was strange even if she didn't say bye before she left she'd atleast give a lecture on what a dummy i was...

anyways, i was getting jess ready when the doorbell rang it was marsha, she was 5 mins late but she looked amazing

she was wearing a black sweater dress with a sneaker to completed her look, the outfit just screamed marsha cute and sexy!

"hey bitch" she said giving me a hug

"hi, ur 5 mins late" i whispered hugging her back

she followed me inside as i locked up everything and put the final touches at home before i left

"you looked rather dressed up? where we going?" she asked as she modelled infront of the mirror

"were going out for breakfast!" i replied

"the two of us? yea that sounds cool anyways i have to talk to you about namjoon" she said still modeling

"yea about that? were dating" i said breaking it to her like i broke a vase

"ur what??? when??? where?? how?? bitch you didn't even tell me? " she thundered dramatically falling onto the bed

"umm... yea we are dating...since last nyt and were going to breakfast with him" i replied smiling like i had won a million dollar lottery

****

we locked the door and left for namjoons place marsha was still at the state of shock she was walking like a dead dummy beside me... i couldn't help but giggle each tym i saw her,

finally we arrived at namjoon's place we rang the door bell and waited someone opened the door, it wasnt namjoon... it wasnt riley...it wasnt mrs.kindle...it wasnt nell...

it was a guy, he was wearing a black sweater like marsha

"annyeong!" he said with a wide smile appearing on his face

we smiled back not being sure what he said

"shit down!" he said pointing to the sofa

me and marsha exchanged looks

as we stood there not sure what to do namjoon came from upstairs

"hey bby!" he said approching the door

"hey bae" i replied giving a squinted smile to marsha as she glared at me

"owh, hey marsha" he said noticing marsha next to me

"hi"she replied

"this is my bestfrnd, taehyung, you can call him V, he's from korea he doesnt speak much english, but trust me hes a fast learner" namjoon with a chuckle

me and marsha unintentionally chorsed saying hi...

v just smiled and there was sudden silence

****

we left jess at namjoons place and we were on our way, marsha and v walked infront of us while me and namjoon followed them

v and marsha had already become good friends by the look of it they were smiling, gigling all the way to the cafe, while me and namjoon just walked side by side enjoying the weather

"you look so beutiful carmen," he said

i just smiled with a thankyou to reply, i felt my cheeks get hotter i was proberbly blushing

"isnt riley coming? i thought this suprise is for her?" i asked

"shell join us in a while.. she doesnt know we will be there, according to her the plan is nella nd her are having breakfast together" he replied slowly holding me by the waist

"owwh... thats cool" i replied

*****

we arrived at the cafe a few minutes later