"What's the point of coming at the disco if I can't drink anythin?" I yelled at Tom's ear, he just smiled and shrugged. "Seriously, I feel super embarrassed I don't even know how to dance this songs."

He put his hands on my hips and laughed. "You don't need to." He told me. "No one knows, I just wanted to celebrate our second month in a different way." I raised an eyebrow and smiled. "Wanna go sit somewhere?" I nodded and he took my hand.

We walked through a lot of people that were dancing, drinking and making out.
Ew, disgusting.
Then we found where to sit, but since there was just one place I sat on Tom's lap as he ordered something to drink.

"You know I'm gonna drink from your glass, right?" I asked ironically. "I don't want to get drunk, but I feel left out without any alcohol. It's like being dressed in a room with everyone naked." I snorted and he giggled.

"You're incredible." He shook his head hugging me. "I'm so happy we're still together." He muttered at my ear with his low and pretty voice. And hot.

"Once you get to stay with me, it's impossible to le me go." I winked and he rolled his eyes playfully. "Oh yeah, and you're cute too." I joked looking at my nails.

"Cute? I'm sorry ma'am?" He left a kiss on my neck and then one on my cheek, another one on my lips and then he stopped with his lips one inch from mine. "Is this just cute?"

"I would say fucking hot." I whispered before starting kissing him, we made out like that for about 5 minutes until the waiter brought us our drinks.

"Have you ever tried vodka?" He asked and I smirked.

"Do I look like I've never drank before?" He started at me for some moments before nodding. "Well, I've drank sometimes at Thessa's place." I shrugged.

"Bad girl." He made fun of me and I rolled my eyes. "Happy two-months anniversary!" We cheered as he took a sip of his lemon vodka and I drank my coke with a smile on both our faces.

"One month and I'll turn 18, yeeeh." I laughed and he agreed. "Can't wait to drive, drink and... Vote I guess." I shrugged. "What did you do on your first day as  adult?" I asked curious.

He stopped to think about it and then smirked. "Well, I went drinking with some friends. I don't quite remember that night to be honest, but the morning after that I was in my bed with a girl, so I guess I did something wild." He said that like he didn't care that much. I shivered at the thought of Tom in his bed with another girl that wasn't me, it felt bad to know that he had done so much things with someone that wasn't me. He seemed to understand what I was thinking about, so he took my hand and came closer to my ear. "That wasn't special, of course. I'd love to spend your first day as adult with you."

I blushed, I couldn't even think about having sex with him. Most of the time we spent together we used to hangout or cuddle when his home was empty. We never had something that intimate and somehow I knew that Tom wanted to wait for me and do something special. "You will, once I'll be 18 I'll make sure not to be under my parents' control." I kissed his cheek.

"You're the best, did I ever tell you that?" I shook my head. I was lying, he reminded me everyday of how much I meant to him. "Well, you're simply the best thing that happened to me. You're beautiful, smart, funny and jealous."

"I'm not jealous." I narrowed my eyebrows.

He looked amused by my behavior. "Right, because you didn't tell a girl to fuck off yesterday when she asked if I could take a picture."

"I thought she wanted a photo with you!" I replied. "I didn't know she wanted a picture with her friends." I rolled my eyes.

"You're cute when you're angry." Tom leaned his head on my shoulder. "You would be even cuter in my bed." He pressed a kiss on my exposed skin and I widened my eyes.

"Thomas Stanley Holland, don't make dirty thoughts on me." I joked hitting his arm that was around my waist.

"It's a little difficult when you're sat on my dick." My cheeks reddened at his affirmation and he giggled. "Aw, is my girl that shy now?" I turned my face to look at him.

"Try to keep your dick in your pants because I want to go and try to dance." I took his cup and finished his vodka quickly.

"Hey." He muttered. "Let me at least get another drink." I nodded and he stood up letting me sit on the chair. "I'll be back in a minute."

I took my phone as he started walking towards the bar, Thessa was asking me how it was going and I told her that it was fantastic.

My dad texted me asking me if I knew where Harrison was, I answered him telling him not to worry and that he probably was out having fun.

Once I put my phone back I looked around, I didn't even notice how many people were there. They seemed all pretty much drunk and happy.

A strange feeling made me sit up straight and cross my arms on my chest. I felt anxious and defenceless. As I turned to make sure that Tom was still at the bar, I saw a boy not far away from me. He was sitting at a table with some other people. I didn't know any of them.

His eyes was staring at me and it felt like he was trying to tell me something with his eyes, something not good. I gulped and broke pur eye contact, it must had been some creep even if he looked very young, about maybe my age and he looked like Tom for a moment but I threw that thought away.

"Here." Tom came back and handed me a cup. "Are you feeling ok?" He asked then looking at my pale face.

"Yeah." I cleared my throat. "I just- don't leave me alone please." I stood up and hugged him, I was freaking out but I didn't want to ruin everything because of my anxiety.

"I won't." He promised but didn't ask anything and I was glad that he didn't. I sighed and smiled.

Being with him was the best thing that could happen to me.