As I get on the sidewalk I think of what just happend. I start to cry. The things I said to him were not true. Well at least most of them. What was I thinking! How could I ditch Jack and get back with that try hard, Max! I am so mad at him. But for what? He was being the honest caring person I love. How could I do this! Tommorow is Valentines day and I break up with him! What's wrong with me! How could I do this to a person I love so much? I have to get him back. He was just trying to tell me without hurting my feelings! I'm such a jerk! I have to and must get him back tommorow and show the word how much I care about him.