(Not edited and English is not my first language.)

Sam P.O.V:

I am sitting in Clary's bathroom where she told me to stay incase someone comes in while she goes and get someone. Next thing I hear is the bedroom door being thrown open.

"Where is she?" A heavenly voice that melts all my insides calls out. Does he mean me?

"You can come out now." Clary's voice calls out. I open the door and walk out.

I see a tall guy with black hair spin around so fast he nearly gave me wiplash. And oh for the love of all that good and holy have mercy upon my soul. This is the most attractive guy I've ever laid eyes on. He saw me and froze. I hear two gasps from the door and turn that way. I see a dark haired girl my age and a blonde guy standing in the doorway with tears in their eyes. I turn back to the raven haired boy and the second our eyes met it was like magic.

"Sammy?" He asks, his voice barely above a whisper. He knows me? Have I found my family? My friend? I thought with a new hope in me.

"I'm sorry, but who are you?" I ask and I see his eyes fill with tears along with two gasps from the doorway again.

"Y-you don't remember me?" He asks in a broken voice and my heart hurts. Why? I ask myself

"I don't remember anything." I say sadly.

"Do you know me?" I ask in a hopeful voice. The raven haired man just nods and a smile erupts on my face out of happiness.

"What do you mean you 'don't remember anything'?" A male, who I asume is the blonde questions.

"Yeah, what do you mean?" The dark haired girl asks.

"You might want to sit." I say while gesturing to the bed. They all take a seat on the bed next to each other. I sit oppisate them and I see Clary has left.

"Where's Clary?" I ask confused.

"Clary didn't know you." The blonde answers and I nod.

"Can you please tell me your names because currently you are raven haired guy, dark haired girl and blondie in my mind." I tell them and they all let out a light laugh at this.

"I'm Izzie" the dark haired girl answers with a smile which I return. I have a feeling we were great friends.

"I'm Jace" blondie answers. I feel a strangely protective over him.

"Alec" the raven haired boy say and my stomach flutters at the name.

"Alec" I repeat and I see him shiver. Jace's smirks and Izzie lets out a chuckle.

"So, what did you mean when you said you didn't remember?" Alec asks and I sigh as I get ready to tell the story for the second time today.

"Six months ago..."

~Half hour later~

"And I didn't remember a thing." I finish the story for a second time.

I look at them and all three of them had silent tears falling. I just sit there not knowing what to do, crying myself.

I seem to do that a lot lately.

"Nothing, not even a image?" Jace questions after he stopped crying. I sense he doesn't cry alot because he gives off this whole tough guy vibe.

"Nothing" I confirm

"So, uh. How do we know each other?" I question. Alec stiffens and Jace and Izzie looks at him sadly.

"You where my parabatai." Izzie tells me.

"Okay, cool. What exactly is a parabatai?" I ask sheepishly. Izzie, Jace and Alec grins in unison.

"To easily explain it I guess is to say, it's when to best friends binds their souls." Izzie answers with a sad smile.

"Ok. And to you?" I ask nodding in blondie's direction.

"I, uh, l'm your brother" he says looking down.

"Really?" I ask excited.

"Yeah"

"I have a brother? So cool" I say in amazement.

"You really think that?" He asks nervously.

"Totally." I say grinning while nodding my head. He beams at me.

"And to you?" I ask Alec.

"We, uh, we were uh-" he stammers.

"You we ma-" Izzie starts

"Dating. We were dating" Alec yells with wide eyes while reaching over to shut Izzie's mouth. My eyes widen, blood rushes to my cheeks and heart skips a beat.

"Really?" I question in disbelief. Why would a guy like him be with someone like me?

"Yeah, but I know you don't remember so I don't expect anything of you or for you to want me." He rambles out sadly.

"No, no it's not that." I say quickly.

"Then what?" He questions.

"I just don't see why a hot guy like you would go for a boring girl like me." I say and when I realize what I said my eyes widen and my cheeks turn redder than they already are.

"You think I'm hot?" He asks with a smirk on his face.

"Oh please, like you need me to tell you that." I say flashing him a smile.

"Okay, okay. Even though you where together before, you are still my sister Sammy and you are still my parabatai Alec. The two of you can flirt later." Jace says with a smirk on his face and Izzie giggles.

Alec leans back and slaps Jace upside his head.

"Ow" Jace whines while rubbing his head.

Izzie rolls her eyes from the other side of Alec.

"What happened to me?" I ask them. They stiffen simultainiously and a heartbreaking sadness takes over their faces.

"You died." Jace responds bearly above a whisper.

"What?" I question in disbelief. Impossibe, people doesn't just come back from the dead.

"You died." Izzie says while rubbing over a symbol on the inside of her right wrist. I regconise it from those other people only I could see.

"How long ago?" I ask slightly scarred of the answer.

"Two years and one day ago." Jace answers sadly and my eyes widen.

"Two years?" I ask just to make sure. They just nod at me.

"Woah." Is all I mangaged to say.

"Yeah." Izzie says and she rubs over the symbol on her wrist again.

"What are those?" I ask while pointing to the symbols on her body.

"Their called runes. They give us our demon hunting powers. This is, or was, our parabatai rune." Izzie answers.

"Oh, so the other people I saw with these runes, are they hunters too?"

"Shadowhunters" Jace corrects me. "And yes they are."

"Why is that one faded?" I ask Izzie refering to the one on her wrist.

"Parabatai runes only fade for two reasons, 1 the bond is severed, 2 one person of them dies." Alec answers

"Did it hurt?"

"It's the most excruciating pain ever. You literally feel a part of your soul being ripped away." Izzie answers and tears falls from her eyes. I crawl over to her and hug her tightly and she hugs me back just as tightly.

"I'm so sorry Izzie." I say with tears stinging my eyes.

"It's not your fault." She says. We break apart and I move back to where I sat the whole time and I ask the question that's been bothering me since I found out I died.

"How did I die?"

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Sam's in the story now. What do you think?

Please vote and comment. Also thank you for the 23 reads. I didn't think even one person would read it.

Till next time.

-mixie_2000