Sometimes I wonder where I went wrong
Why I do the things that I did
Why I have this insatiable need to be cared for?
Why can't I be by myself?
Why do I need you?
God some nights I wish I didn't.
But maybe I'm just clingy
Annoying, of course
I wish that it wasn't like that
But I guess I have lots of wishes anyway...
I don't know why when I cry I still find myself aching and mumbling your name
I don't know why I'm still so hurt after something from seven months ago
I don't know
I just really don't know what is going on anymore
Some days I really want to get over you
Others I'm so glad that I haven't
Then there's day like this where I wonder
"Maddie what did you do to make someone so amazing hate?"
"Maddie why?"
"Why do you have to be a stupid bitch who can't depend on herself?"
"Why do you have to be so useless?"
"Maddie, why do I have to be you?"
I still haven't found the answers either.