Everything stays where you leave it.

 So I wonder where my heart is, it's not where I am.

 I wonder where my happiness is? Did I leave it in your arms? Did I leave it on your lips?

 Did it fall from my mouth as I laugh?

 Where did it all go?

 I've been looking everywhere for my heart but cannot find it.

 I don't want it back now but it needs to heal some and I can only heal if it's with me

. Just please come back before I find myself dying because I cannot find my heartbeat.

 I find myself wanting to rip from my chest to my pelvis and taking it out.

 But when it's gone, I will only be bleeding out.

 Let me go if I'm on the way. 

Let my heart die without me.