Why did I have to change?
Why did I have to lose my spark?
Why did I lose everything?
What makes me so unlovable?
I try so hard to work my way into people's hearts and I get there but slowly I feel them pushing me out.
I try to be sweet
To be loving
To be beautiful
But I'm missing it... I'm missing everything.
Please just let me change again, I don't want to be this version of me.
I want to be happy again.
I want to love dancing again.
I want to feel pleasure in life.
I want to live.
I'm just surviving.
God I hate this