the filler friend;
the third on the narrowing sidewalk
cut off from rest.
like they're the gardens
and you're the pest.

the filler friend;
always trying,
never succeeding.
always listening,
stuttered words repeating.

the filler friend;
forgotten and
abandoned,
never shocked when it
happens.

the filler friend,
the buffer friend,
on standby for you.
waiting to be used;
the filler friend.

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i've felt like this for awhile but i've gotten messages from people on here and added a small handful on snapchat/kik and im starting to feel a bit less like the filler/backup