The Run away
Lucy's POV
"I was so happy that Natsu felt the same about me that i nearly fainted! But before i could even do so Natsu kissed me in that split second! I'm actually glad that Mira dared me to do this because if she hadn't i would never have had the chance to confess to Natsu well i would but..i would be just too nervous to do so and i bet that Natsu is as happy as i am!" My mind was racing with thoughts i was so thankful that the only one who saw what me and Natsu just did was only Mira otherwise i would be scared of what Natsu just did and that it would hurt Lissana's feelings since she has deep feelings for him and to be honest she deserves to have Natsu.. not me she's known him her whole life they grew up together.. Lissana kept a promise with Natsu back when they were kids that when they grow up they'd get married..and I had to come and screw everything up..i shouldn't of ever left my nightmare of living with my selfish and greedy father who turned out in the end to be a guy who changed and died 7 years ago and i didn't get around to give him a goodbye.. My eyes start to water at all these thoughts but i have to stop eventually when i noticed the girl who i probably made the worst mistake in my life of screwing up her future with Natsu, Lissana looking at me with a worried face. She must have noticed me starting to tear up because as soon as i turned away from facing her i sat in the back of the guild in a corner hugging my knees and dug my head into them then my tears stream down my face carelessly as i wished i never came to the guild if only i knew this would happen in the future i would stop myself from dreaming about coming here thus, i wouldn't of ever escaped from my father's wrath, would be forced to marry somebody i didn't even know, and would never had studied celestial magic. I want to leave and never come back to this guild no matter how much i love it here and how much i care about my friends if i died or if i ever left and never returnd for years would anyone in the guild really care about my dissappearence at the guild..? or would they just presume i was dead and continue on in the guild as If it never happened..or maybe worse they would probaby just not remember me at all.. thoughts were rushing through my head as i continued to sob in regret.
Lissana's POV
Oh my gosh! Is Lucy crying?! But why..? It's like she was fine one moment and the next she's not! She just sits in a corner cradling herself and breaks down! Did Natsu do something to make her upset.? If so then what, was it some insult he said to her? No..Natsu would never insult her so if that's the truth then why is she crying? I'm going to go ask Natsu if he can try to cheer Lucy up! I say mentally in my head as i make my way towards Natsu who is happily stuffing himself with food, that silly Natsu! He never changes does he?
"Hey Natsu!" I say in a cheerful voice "Hm?" "Oh hey Lissana!" Natsu answers while wolving down his food. "Have you noticed Lucy in the corner over there? I thought you two were just now talking to each other a moment ago.." I asked. "No, do i have to look at Lucy? I thought she was looking at the job bulletin board." Natsu said with slight worriedness evident in his voice. "Well...yoj should probably go talk to her and try to comfort her i mean she's your best friend, isn't she?" I exclaimed as i pointed at the corner where Lucy is sitting all alone hugging her knees with her face burrowing into them.
Natsu's POV
I looked to where Lissana was pointing at and saw Lucy in a corner all alone crying..and nobody noticed her, did anyone Besides Lissana..? I frown at seeing her cry while nobody seems to care..no, nobody has noticed her in that dark corner. I swear i could feel guilt form inside me as i thought about that for a moment. I'm just as bad as everyone else to not have noticed Lucy..
I quickly finish eating which only took me less than a minute i then stand up and start walking towards Lucy but right after i was about to ask her if she was alright she stood up and started walking away from me. She didn't get far though, after she was about an inch or 2 away from me and wrapped my arms around her and pulled her close to me that way she won't be able to get away that easily. Right after i do this she pulls out a small pillow or Happy and starts wacking me with me it in the head. Don't ask me how the heck she carries that thing, cause' to be honest i have no idea but hey, she's weird like that.
Lucy's POV
I noticed Natsu had been standing in front of me with a worried face and i stood up and slowly started walking away, I didn't feel like talking to him i didn't want to answer any of his questions
If he had any. I just wanted to be away from him, away from the guild, and if that meant running away and avoiding my friends then so be it it's for the best anyway. I'm just a weakling who gets in everyone's way, Natsu only cares about me because I'm his friend but if i wasnt then he could of cared less. As i began to start inching away from him i was embraced by 2 strong arms and pulled into a tight hug, they were Natsu's arms. I blushed a deep shade of red that it could have a death battle with Erza's hair, my body felt like it was on fire well not necessarily, i was just burning up. I try squirming out of Natsu's arms but fail miserably "alright time for plan B" i thought as i pulled out my special pillow of Happy that can fit in a purse and repeatedly start Natsu in the head with it waiting until he gets annoyed by it and eventually breaks the hug so that i can leave. "No matter how many times you hit me with that pillow, i'll never let go of you Luce" Natsu said in a soft voice as he rested his chin on my head then asked in a serious tone "So tell me Luce, Why are you crying?" "Lissana must of told Natsu that i was crying and that's true then Natsu doesn't deserve to know why i'm crying he probably never me, meaning i was nothing more than a mere shadow in his eyes that never existed. i thought for a moment then noticed that everyone fell silent and was looking at me and Natsu i hid my eyes with my blond bangs but just as i do so Natsu moves them out my face. "Hey what was that for?!" I yell slightly emotionally. Natsu looks surprised by my sudden reaction and replies in a sweet tone "Because if you hid your eyes with your hair, i wouldn't be able to see your beautiful brown eyes that make me smile when i'm down, that give me hope when i'm on the verge of giving up i would have been dead by now no wait, i would of been dead 7 years ago if i had never met you" he gave me a warm smile when he saw that my face had gotten redder the next thing we know is "Awe" from everyone in the guild, even Lissana who was supposed to be Natsu's 'Future to come wife.' Lucky for me, the guild's reaction of the sight of me and Natsu and what he said to me caught Natsu off guard and i was easily able to escape from his grasp. I then walked to the guild doors and opened them as soon as i was outside i ran, ran from the guild, ran from Natsu and everyone i knew and loved as a family to my house, packed my bags of everything that i would need for my journey. As soon as i was done packing i wroye a note for Natsu saying "Dear Natsu, once you have read this i will already have left Magnolia, i'm sorry i never got to tell you goodbye and that i never told you why i was crying i do not wish for you to give chase for me and try to follow me, This for the better i'm not quiting FairyTail though i'll keep the emblem on my hand and cherish the memories that i had with and you and the guild and always wish i was still there to see that cheasy smile on your face that makes me want to do the same i'm doing all of this for you, you deserve better, you deserve Lissana" -Lucy
Ounce i'm finished i set the letter on my desk where i normally write my novels then i start making my way towards the front door but before i can even leave my room i hear the window open. "Great.." i think as Natsu enters through my window.
Natsu's POV
I wasn't sure why she left without announcing to me why she left or where she's going so i followded her unnoticed "Haha, i'm like a ninja!" I grin at that thought as i hide behind a bush and watch her enter her house as soon as she opens the door she runs inside likes there's no tomorrow i waited a few minutes for her to come back out thinking that maybe she came back to her house because she forgot something but when she started taking forever i got suspicious and decided to go see what she's doing myself. As soon as i enter from the window i couldn't believe my eyes, Lucy had her stuff packed and i noticed a note on her desk saying "Dear Natsu" after seeing what i was witnessing i came to the conclusion that Lucy is running away and that note on her desk is a letter for me that she wrote i grabbed the note and started reading. (Too lazy to type what it says :|)
Reading skip (Lol)
After i finished reading i noticed that small spots of the paper were damp meaning that Lucy must of been crying while writing this i looked at her and saw fear in her eyes she had her hand on her door handle about to leave the door to her room, but theres no way in hell am i letting that happen! With that being said i grabbed Lucy's hand and pinned her to a wall, looking her straight in the eyes. "You're not going anywhere" i say in a serious tone so serious that you can see flames in my eyes, i'm not angry at all though. "You running away isnt for the better if you're worried about me, staying here with me and the guild is better for me oh and Lissana? She already knows what's going on between us and she was just playing when we were kids saying that we'd get married when we grow up." I say as i grap her chin so she looks up at me. "Do you not understand, Lucy? You're the only girl i want, the only girl who i cared ever so dearly about, you complete me, Luce before i met you i was missing a half i just never realized it until the day i met you, you're my soul mate Luce and never gonna let you go because of some stupid guilt that you feel when there's nothing to be afraid of or to be guilty of, You're my princes and I love you Lucy." I say seriously as i wrap my arms around Lucy's waist and hug her tightly "please don't ever think that you're the one who deserves to be left alone in the darkness and loneliness while others live a happy life full of light that can never be taken away, you're not alone, you never have and it'll stay that way no matter what the cost i'll make sure that you won't fall into the darkness of loneliness and despair!" I hug Lucy slightly tighter while saying this i felt like nobody not even a titan could pull me away from her.
I looked at the clock and noticed it was getting late and as if my stomach was an alarm it growled loud enough for Lucy to hear i blushed lightly in embarrassment here i was trying to cheer her up and my stomach ruined the moment..ugh me and my stomach i thought. Everything fell silent after that until Lucy bursted out in laughter saying "Natsu not only do you have dragon slayer magic, your stomach is as loud as one too! Geez Natsu letting it just roar like that! " her face started turned red as she laughed harder. I just pouted and replied with a slight angered face "Says the girl who has a stomach as the size of a bear" right after i said that she immediately stopped laughing and gave me an Erza glare er..
Stare she looked so scary with that face almost as scary as Erza! No wait..WORSE THAN ERZA!! She eventually stopped giving me the glare and returned to her joyful state and asked "Hey how about i make dinner for the two of us?" "Yeah!!! Count me in, Lucy!" I replied happily, my eyes gleaming at thought of eating.
Lucy POV
I'll admit i was so close to running away from Natsu and the guild today but i decided to stay because Natsu pretty much persuaded me but that doesn't mean i'm staying for eternity..i'm still going to leave soon i'm not quite sure yet but for now i'm going to make something for Natsu and I well mostly for Natsu to enjoy. i think as i walm tk the fridge and open the fridge's doors to reveal my food stock but after looking for awhile in the fridge and freezer with no plans for dinner today my smile is dramatically changed into a frown until i noticed a little bit of leftover seafood that i had left from making a special lunch for Natsu when he was sick since i ended up never using up the whole bad of it i stored the remains of the seafood in the freezer for another time that i make seafood. I smile at the memory of that time that i had to take care of Natsu and grabbed the food and started making dinner i made some soup because there were a lot of things i could add to it to make it more filling and taste delicious.
About 30 minutes later i had everything prepared and called Natsu to the kitchen to make his bowl of soup while i started making mine and was shocked to see that Natsu practically ran into the kitchen, which wasn't what i was expecting. We both sat down and started eating our food. After that we went to bed and turned in for the night.
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