My neighbour moved house at Christmas but he came back to give my sister and I Easter eggs and they were huge. So I was currently in the midst of eating them and it was fine until my mind caught up to what I was doing. Honestly I think of absolute bollocks sometimes, I need to let loose for once in my god damn life.

You have no idea how frustrating it is to be fine one minute and the next just feel like you're ruining yourself. That's the only way I can describe it anyway. And I'm saying this because I had 4 mini eggs and then I realised how many calories were in them. It's taking all the willpower I have to not throw them up.

I'm trying so hard.

I wish I could just be bloody normal and not care about this crap anymore. 

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I wish I was strong enough.

- M -