Hi himiko! Do you forgive me for being so suspicious of you! But I didn't have a choice! ......i shouldnt make excuses i was a jerk and im sorry for that.....im proud of you ya' know for being more emotional...i understand...putting up a mask...its a defense mechanism....shit, these letters are supposed to be light-hearted. I hope you'll forgive me, you probably hate me but on the off-chance you dont could you...not show anyone this letter, as a dying fools last wish, i dont want the others to know I'm going soft. Youve been a good friend even if you dont realize it,

--your friend and enemy,
Kokichi ouma--