-JOHN B NARRATION-

oh that girl right there, thats lydia joan monroe. she works at the local photography studio, she prints all the photos out and she develops photos for people. its her thing. 

*camera pans to lydia sitting on the counter at her work with a book in her hand as she stared at jj and he rambled on about something with his eyes drifting to pope every once in a while. the sun was shining on lydias hair and her head rested on kies shoulder and she laughed and smiled*

 shes perfection in a bottle, utter sunshine. i could say so much about her but ill tell you one thing. shes the nicest kindest person i've ever met. she thinks we're all in love with kiara but sometimes i can't help but look at her and see this sort of future. Shes in love with jj though, don't know why. hes stupid and can't see her for her greatness but whatever. Lydia deserves the world, shes nice and kind and caring and i mean she tolerates topper and sarah, how does she do that? i have no fucking idea 

*camera pans to lydia again as she stands behind the counter animately talking to sarah and topper with pope watching her with a close eye and kiara glaring at sarah from behind her back. Lydia smiled at the couple and they smiled at her as they left the store with their photos* 

trust me, i don't know how she does it but she does. JJ is blind enough to not see how much she cares or likes him and sometimes i wanna smack him over the head. i mean i remember the night lydia came running into my room and she slammed the door telling me about jj and the kiss that they had at the keggar the night before. 

*FLASHBACK TO THAT NIGHT*

she walked in and closed the door as she turned to me and shook her head as she ran a hand through her hair and turned to me aggressively 

"have i ever told you how stupid jj is? like hes the dumbest fucking person i've ever met and im gonna kill him jb, im gonna kill him" she stated and i tilted my head in confusion at the black haired girl 

"okay calm down sunshine, what did he do this time?" i asked her and she scoffed with a shake of her head 

"he kissed me, john b. he went on this whole rant about how he wished he could like me and not kie and how he knew that we would be a great couple and then! he fucking kisses me after saying that shit. he pulled away and ran off after too, didn't even give me a chance to respond. im fucking done with him" she exclaimed and i stared at her in shock 

"that fucking idiot" was all i could muster out 

*FLASHBACK ENDS*

since then jjs been weird with her and she acts fine with it because thats who lydia monroe is. she pretends for the others because she doesn't want them to worry. shes too nice and shes too perfect. shes what you think of when you think of sunshine and the ocean and mangos and cherry chapstick. you think of girl in red and brent faiyaz. you think of the way the world should be and you think of how the world doesn't deserve her and her kindness. i wish lydia could see that way though but she never does. 

thats what makes her so perfect. thats what makes her lydia. our lydia

-ABBYS NOTES-

hes lowkey in love with her but don't tell anyone i said that