i don't know why i keep getting depressed these days

everything feels so bad

honestly i have no idea what's going on with me

I think im dying

is this normal?

damnit

why now

i can't study for all this shit and die before the exam

yo @death, can yall come by  Tuesday afternoon? i'll be free then

okay? okay

also my mom actually made breakfast for me

i know that doesn't sound very impressive but im considered a responsible teenager in my house and if i don't make my own breakfast i don't get any

idk why she did though

which is the reason why i actually got super sick and had anemia for like two weeks

i didn't eat to save my life bruh

water all day long

and then like that one time i ate mcdonald's because my dad was genuinely worried about my health and um

i looked like a dead body

welp

my life sucks

okay time to go back to depression and biology and suicidal thoughts and just sadness in general

bai 

(this chapter of abdullah's very weird life is sponsored by clorox bleach)