Chapter 57

I pause near the large doors leading into the house, my hand lingering on the handle. A deep breath leaves my throat as I turn my head around once again, not to see the car that's going downhill but instead to see the pathway that's heading towards the garden.

The rain is falling, the drops of water splashing onto the ground. It's heavy and cold. My hair gets drenched in only a matter of a few seconds as I take the muddy path to the garden. The trees sway with the wind, and the branches rustle together, creating a loud noise that echoes around the area. Everything is wet and slippery as I walk further into the garden and toward the shaded bench.

I see him there, waiting for me. He sits alone with his back against the bench and his legs folded. I walk towards him, wondering if he's upset or not. I don't know how much he heard, or if he heard anything at all. He seems a little distressed, but then again, so do I.

A small smile stretches on my face as I reach him. His legs unfold and I stand on the gap between them. My gaze lowers onto him as his head rises up to meet my eyes. Water drips from my hair and onto the ground, and it gets colder, but I can't feel it, not anymore.

"You didn't go with her?" He asks me while placing his hands behind my hips.

I reach closer and then shake my head. "No, I didn't want to."

His hands pull me closer and he leans forward, "Why not?"

I look at him for a second before averting my gaze. It's all silent between us. My mind goes back to the conversation I just had with my mother.

"Because I realized something."

Zade cocks a brow up, "And that is?"

My knees bend and I place them on either side of his legs as I straddle him. My arms come around his neck, "I'm utterly obsessed with you, Zade. Nothing can change that." I say with a little giggle, feeling myself relax as my forehead comes to press against his.

His hands tighten around me in a possessive way and he pulls me closer to him. The light returns onto his face and it almost feels like nothing has happened.

"Oh yeah?" His lips tilt upwards and my heart does a little flip in my chest.

I smile at him while my fingers run through his soft hair. The coldness of the air is getting to me now that I'm near him and soaked in the rainwater. My body shivers and he notices. His arms move me closer to him, wrapping me around his heat.

"I hope you know that I'll do anything to make you stay with me, Aurora," He murmurs. "Anything."

"And I hope you know I would never want to leave."

"I don't think I could ever let you go again," His breath fans over my cheek and he leans closer. "Even if you wanted to, I'd be right behind you, watching over you and then I'll take you away. Because I'm a selfish man, Aurora, and I want to keep you to myself. You can hate me for it, but that's the kind of man I am."

His words don't frighten me, not even a bit. Instead, his words bring a sense of comfort. The corner of my lips twitch and I lean in even closer to him, "That's perfectly alright with me," I whisper before capturing his lips on mine.

His fingers curl around my wet hair, pulling onto a few strands before he breaks the kiss. "I'm serious about this,"

I know.

Zade doesn't bluffs. He means his words, he always does, but I'm fine with it. It's almost amusing to me.

"I want you, so badly, in every fucking way possible, Aurora. The thought of you drives me crazy and yet it calms me down, like it's meant to be and nothing could ever compare to it. You don't know how many times I have imagined having you all to myself." His voice lowers and my heart starts hammering in my chest.

"Zade—"

"I want you," He tells me, and his hands slide over my back. "I want all of you."

My throat closes and I can't find the words to answer him. He holds me closer and a gasp leaves my lips, "Zade," I breathe out.

"Do you know how insane it feels?" His fingers dig into my sides, underneath my shirt and over my skin. "To be this close to you? It feels like I'm losing my mind just trying to control myself,"

I look into his eyes, and it's so evident. I can see it, the lust, the desire in them, and it's for me, only me. He wants me so bad, he can barely think straight.

His hands lower to my waist as he pulls me onto his growing erection, and my mouth falls open, "I can barely stay sane." He tells me.

"Then don't," I whisper as he kisses the base of my neck. "Don't stay sane."

His teeth graze over my skin, and his hand comes to grip my ass tight, squeezing it in his hold. A whimper leaves my throat and I can't even stop myself from grinding down on him. His mouth trails up towards mine before he captures my lips. The kiss is hungry and rough. My fingers tug onto his hair and my body shivers as water drips from me down to the ground.

I'm soaked completely but I don't care.

My nails dig into his skin and he groans into the kiss before his hand pulls down on my shirt. I gasp against his mouth as his touch moves lower to my between my legs and in an instant, his hand disappears into my underwear.

"You're so wet for me," He breathes out as his fingers slide over my entrance, making my back arch. "Just for me."

My thighs tighten around him as he rubs on my clit. A whimper leaves my throat as I lean closer to him. His fingers dip inside me and I grind down on them while moaning into his neck. He thrusts his fingers deeper and then his thumb starts rubbing onto me softly. I press my hand on his shoulder and lean back a little.

It feels so good, so good.

He pulls out his fingers before I can manage a release, but before I know it, he's pulling down my pants. My hips raise and he pulls it down to my ankle along with my underwear and then pulls onto my shirt, revealing my breasts to him. His hands slide onto my back and down to my ass where he grips tight onto my flesh.

I quiver under the cold weather. Goosebumps pop all over my skin, but his touch is hot, so hot that it feels like I'm burning, in a good way. My fingers reach the hem of his pants and I quickly pull it down. He forces me back onto his lap, and I gasp as his cock pokes through my wet center.

Zade holds my hips in his hands and in an instant, he pulls me down onto his cock. My walls tighten around him, adjusting to the feeling. A loud moan leaves my throat as I jerk forward.

"Fuck," He grunts, breathing hard.

His lips touch mine in a sloppy kiss, all tongue and teeth. My hands slide around his neck and he moves my body forward before slamming me back down, making my eyes roll to the back of my head.

The sudden feeling of his hard cock thrusting into my entrance tips me over the edge without a warning. I clench around him tight as my wetness drips down his length. His mouth swallows my moans while I tremble on top of him.

I'm breathless and I can barely think straight when he starts pounding into me hard and fast. His lips move away from mine and a whimper leaves my throat as he licks onto the side of my neck.

Zade sucks onto my skin while his hand grabs a hold of my waist. He moves my body down on him and thrusts himself up. Our hips come together, slapping each other and I bite onto my bottom lip as I try to catch my breath.

It's becoming harder and harder.

My hands tighten around him, and my nails dig into his shoulders, surely leaving bruises behind. The tip of his cock hits me in all the right places, and he goes faster, rougher. It makes my eyes roll to the back of my head.

"You feel so good," His grunts against my collarbone.

My thighs are shaking now, and I can barely move with him anymore, he's too much. The sound of our moans mix together as he takes a hold of my breast, squeezing it before pulling onto my nipple. My walls tighten around him with the slightest pull and then I let go.

"Come with me," He whispers. "I need you to come with me."

My body begins to quake and my orgasm crashes through me. A loud moan leaves my throat. Zade thrusts a few more times before pulling me onto him, deep, as deep as he can, and then releases himself.

"Oh, fuck," He grunts, and the warmth spreads through me as his seed fills me up.

A gasp leaves my throat and my entire body trembles on top of him while I struggle to find my breaths. He slumps forward and leans his forehead onto my chest. His arms come around my back and he holds me against him, tightly. My heart hammers in my chest and it's not stopping. I close my eyes and hold onto him too, trying to calm myself down.

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