This is an old poem I wrote for someone I used to love, when they left me it was as if they never EXISTED. I realize now that I don't have to get rid of it because 1) it's a beautiful piece of poetry and 2) it kind of applies to someone I love now

I fought my eyes to stay awake, so I could still talk to you, but when I fall asleep I still see you, as if you're really there with me, I lay there with you, and it's in these moments when I no longer want to fight to stay awake. Because it feels too real.