Small Town, big woods, annoying neighbors and walks down the road.

Late nights, bike rides, big fights.

Free time, me time, freedom and such.

And now that it's gone I miss it so much.

Familiar places, friendly faces.

Car rides, and late night plans to the movies,

New life, lonely nights, something's missing.

Crying, smiling, screaming and fighting, a jumbled mess that I am not fine with.

I miss that, I miss them, I miss you, I can't do this but I know I have to.

"A few more years" I tell myself over and over.

It's just within my reach, I can almost feel it, my old life, my old friends, family, those familiar places, my own life, I can nearly feel it.

But not quite, just have to get used to this new life.