I'm young! So of course i won't find out who i really am yet. But I finally knew who I am right now.
I'm a weirdo! I used to think that it's a bad thing, but it's not! It's who I am and if no one accepts that, all fudge them, this is me. And i accept the fact that I'm weird!! I'm also very shy, yet confident sometimes. I'm afraid that people judge me. But the more i care less, the more confident i become.
My taste, in everything is different. And that's okay. I stand out! There's nothing wrong with that. I'm a tomboy unlike ALL my friends. I listen to Rock, and underrated bands!
I'm crazy. And everyone knows that. I know that. I do things that no one would. I embarrass myself, but it's okay. Because i shouldn't be ashamed of who I am. So from now on, whenever i call myself weird, crazy, awkward, Cringey, lame, I'm embracing it, not shaming myself for being different anymore.
I've always wanted to fit in. But i didn't, and i never will! I won't find myself if i try to be like everyone else, i have to stay away from that and see where life leads me, where my heart leads me. Just love i found my passion for art, I've loved art ever since i was very little, when not many people around me liked it. Then i found music, the music that i love. Literally no one in my school listens to the same artists i do. Maybe a couple artists that are really popular like shawn mendes, and even him they only know treat you better or stitches. I picked up the guitar, and I'm getting good at it actually, i can also play the keyboard a little, and some drums. My taste in music is completely different, and that's good. I have something special. Then, i learned about astronomy. I remember forcing my parents to stay awake late at night when i was little so we can watch the meteor showers. And when i started school and actually learned astronomy, i got addicted to it. That's when i knew that i want astronomy to be my future job.
Later, i found wattpad. And that encouraged me to start writing. And that's something i love so much. It's part of me now. It helps me through my life.

All these little things are what make me who i am.

Weird, crazy, strange, childish, not normal, outcast, geek, awkward... These are some of the things I've been called my whole life. But i always thought it was something bad. What i didn't know was that they're literally telling me who i am. This is me, and it always will be. And there's no denying it. But it's not bad, it's good. Great actually, i stand out from the crowd, and that's exactly how everyone special was discovered.

For example,

Shawn mendes; he did covers on vine, soon on YouTube, and he got discovered. And look at him now. There isn't one person who doesn't know him. He stood out.

5 seconds of summer; Luke was the first to post a cover on YouTube when he was 14, soon a couple of friends and him made a band. They kept making covers and posting them. They stood out, and now they're so big and popular.

And by the way, I'm gonna start posting covers on YouTube once i become 14, I'm working really hard on my guitar skills in the meantime.

Picasso; he was amazing at something so he continued doing it, i don't know much about him honestly but I'm sure he stood out.

Every great person stands out in some way. You just have to embrace your differences.

This is me. And I'm proud. I won't care if i get judged, or get hated on, or even not liked in the slightest way. I shouldn't, and i won't change for anyone or anything. Because then i won't be myself, so i won't be living my life, I'd be living someone else's life.

There's still so much for me to figure out about myself, but for now,

I hope you like me, the real me.