"Then be very careful and don't go to movies etcetera with him anymore. My sincere suggestion is stop your friendship with him forthwith. I just cannot understand why I have not discouraged you in the beginning itself." Sirisha really felt very much surprising why did not she think like that until Manoj said so to her. She was too much disturbed with her incoming sibling onto the earth and could not think about anything in a proper way.

"But you know how most of the girls in our class and even our juniors also doing it. Some of them said that they have been having it with boys and it is so much enjoyable! They are taking precautions not to become pregnant."

"We don't think about other girls. We do think about ourselves only." With firmness in her voice Sirisha said. "If you want to be remained as my friend, there should be no outings like that with Sarath. Your friendship must be confined to just talking! If I ever come to know that you are venturing to do immoral things, I just come to your home and say about it to your mom. Not just that, there will be no friendship between me and you from then on."

"No please don't say like that!" with sudden apprehension in her face Chandana said, took Sirisha's right hand into her hands and squeezed that. "I don't feel fear what my parents do to me. But I just cannot bear to lose a good friend like you."

"I always do feel in the same way." Sirisha relieved her hand from her hands, hugged her and kissed on her right cheek. "That is why I don't take a back step to say like that to you even it puts you to unpleasantness."

"Of course, I became somehow unpleasant in hearing what you said. But you are right! We must not indulge ourselves into immoral things taking inspiration from the other free girls." After returning her kiss on her left cheek, Chandana said.

They talked in between themselves until they heard the school bell insinuating that the play hour was over. In that whole conversation Sirisha did not say anything even for once about her mom's pregnancy and Chandana also has forgotten about it completely.

***

"Siri, dear! Can we both have little chit-chat in between ourselves?"

Rakesh has to go out of station again after his saying to Sanjana that he also would talk with their daughter about her incoming sibling. He returned only after two days and only in the night of that day, when his daughter was studying in her room, he could get the opportunity to talk with her.

"Of course, dad! Please sit." Without any particular expression in her face Sirisha said and Rakesh slumped instantly in which Sanjana sat before to talk with his daughter.

Sirisha and Rakesh were more like friends' rather than daughter and dad and they do discuss many things freely in themselves. But from the moment Sanjana's pregnancy came into notice, they both were feeling uneasily to talk with each other. Anyhow without talking with him also, Sirisha could understand one thing! Her dad also would be quite favourable to that pregnancy.

"You know you are going to have a new sibling! Whether it is a brother or sister to you, having a sibling is indeed wonderful, is it is not? Leading a lonely life is indeed very much painful." Looking intently into his daughter's face Rakesh said.

"Ever I said that I have been feeling lonely?" Sirisha knitted her brows. "And how and why I do feel like that while you and mom always be with me?"

"You are right dear!" Rakesh forced a smile onto his lips. "But having a sibling to play with us, spend time with us would be very much joyous! I used to feel so much happy playing and spending time with my brothers and sisters."

"I am not thinking that I can enjoy like that with a sibling who is more than fourteen years young to me." The venom in her voice then shocked Rakesh. "I cannot just welcome such a thing into my life."

"But, darling.........." Rakesh tried to say something more.

"Dad, please........." Sirisha interrupted him and said. "........having another child is your choice. If you do like it and enjoy it, just do so, I have no objection. But don't try to force me to like something which I cannot like at all." The strongest desire in her not to have a sibling made her talk like that with her dad.

"It is not at all a way to talk with your dad, Sirisha!" Rakesh angrily said.

"I am sorry dad. I should not have talked like that." Pretending a regretful expression in her face Sirisha said. "I just could not remain without expressing my opinion. I just don't like to have a sibling. If you both want to have another child, that is upto you." After saying that as if she did not want to talk anything more with him, Sirisha put herself into the book which she was reading then.

***

Time was going on heavily and both her parents were not talking anything with Sirisha. It was making her more enraged that there was no positive response at all from her parents and she understood that her parents decided to have the other child. The desire to do something as if to take revenge on them also was becoming more and more in her. But she just could not think of something what she would do to make her parents hurt to the maximum.

While she was worrying and struggling like that on the bed in her room, she remembered Chandana. How dare and how audacious that they could even exchange kisses! She said they would have committed that sinful thing also if the place was convenient for them to do it. My god! How much daring she should be to do that? Sirisha could not even think like that.

Sirisha knew that Chandana was more knowledgeable about the forbidden knowledge and in fact it was through Chandana, Sirisha came to know about sexual intercourse probably while she was studying fifth class or so. Even though whatever she heard was some extent shocking and disgusting, it made her thrilled also.

"But a girl must become a woman to have it. I came to know." After few days of sharing the above piece of forbidden knowledge, Chandana said.

"What it is becoming a woman, I cannot understand!"confusion masked the face of Sirisha.

Deep frowns gathered on the forehead of Sirisha while she was listening intently whatever Chandana was saying then in a measured tone.

"You and I both would have it sometime in future. Until we become women, we cannot have it with a man and become pregnant." Chandana concluded.

"But blood like that? I am feeling fear!" even though whatever she has heard was thrilling also to her, she felt fear to that aspect.

"No need to feel fear to that as that blood is not because of any wound. There will be no pain at all to us. Not just that, we do have blood like that from there every month."

"But that prospect is making me feel fear. Are not you feeling fear?" Sirisha knitted her brows together.

"My cousin said that there is no need to feel fear to it at all as there will be no pain and it is a must to every girl. If a girl does not become a woman, she cannot have sexual intercourse and cannot become pregnant."

"Is it is just impossible having it without becoming a woman?" by then Sirisha used to the idea of becoming a woman and stopped feeling fear to that.

"It is not so. A girl before becoming a woman also can have it but it will not be full-fledged and she cannot become pregnant! Anyhow can you guess how my cousin came to know about this?" Sirisha laughed and said. "My cousin tried to have it with a guy and it went only half deep into her. She felt pain when he tried to force it down and somehow they managed it. Later she came to know about it from a matured woman that a girl cannot have it full-fledged until she becomes a woman."

"So she was subjected only to pain!" Sirisha also laughed.

"Not of course. When she said there was pain to her, he stopped forcing it down and I already said to you that they somehow managed it. Even though it is not full-fledged, they are enjoying it."

"You are using present tense!" with a smile on her lips Sirisha said.

"Just because they are having it occasionally now also." Chandana sighed heavily. "She is so eagerly waiting to become a woman as she came to know that sexual intercourse then will be so much delicious and wonderful!"

It was Sirisha who became a woman first and Chandana followed her suit and it happened in their seventh class. By then they have become even more knowledgeable about forbidden matters and talked wildly in between themselves but never dared even to think about having sex with someone. But the idea to have sex with someone was always thrilling to Sirisha. Her mind sometimes automatically imagine having sex with boys and during that time her whole body would be with a sort of thrill and pleasure! Even she admonished Chandana for her venturing to kisses with Sarath and put her into caution, she envied her courage! Could she also do like that with someone?

Manoj's parents entrusted the responsibility of Manoj to Sanjna until they return and it was Sirisha who was taking the things into his house to give to him. In other situations, because of her anger on her mom, she would not have agreed to it but she was feeling a sort of thrill in spending time with him so she was taking those food items into his house. In fact she was feeling worry that she could not spend time like that with him once his parents returned.

Could she do something like that with Manoj? This idea was recent in her and creating so much thrill and joy. How it will be indeed kissing like that and having it with him? She sat straight as if she could not lay like that anymore with that disturbing thought. She was imagining involuntarily that he was making her nude, placing his hands everywhere on her body and.....my god! She sighed heavily and lied on the bed again.

(..........to be continued)

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