Chapter-11
Sirisha heard about it, read about it and have a pretty good idea how couple has it together. Even she did not want, many a time her mind involuntarily imagined sexual intercourse with boys and she felt a sort of thrill and pleasure then. But when Manoj was dealing with her body the thrill and pleasure were completely out of proportion many times to the thrill and pleasure she has with her imagination. She prevented him from making her absolutely nude but when he himself took every cloth from his body, she has to allow herself to become completely nude in his hands. She used to feel lot of shame to become completely nude even before her mom but just in seconds after she became completely nude like that before him she stopped feeling awkward to display her nudeness full in before him. It would have been just like that for him also and moreover there was a little proud expression also in his face while displaying himself before her. She allowed him whatever he wanted to do and became an active participant herself also and something what surprised her was the steadiness and ease with which he dealt with her body. When they both were thorough with it, she not only has got the complete satisfaction of her urge but satisfaction for something she did to hurt her parents if it worked out.
"How you did it this beautiful?" kissing on his lips, hugging his naked body on the bed, Sirisha asked him. "I did not see even little confusion anywhere in you. It is just like that you know about my body more than I do. But my friend said there will be lot of confusion in a boy and he fails one or two times in before if it is the very first time to him." She came to know about this piece of information also from Chandana who came to know about it from her cousin.
"I must be frank with you." There was a hurt expression in his face. "I have this experience with one or two girls in before."
"My god! True? But you talked like that!" Sirisha indeed surprised on hearing that.
"I really feel like that but when I was tempted so by the girls, I just could not refrain. I am very sorry." The regretful expression was just so in his face.
"Never mind. You need not feel worry." Sirisha got off from the bed and started dressing up herself.
"But Sirisha..........." he hastily got off from the bed and he also started dressing himself up. "............we have it together without any protection. What if you do get pregnancy?"
"I already told you that I take a tab." By then she finished her dressing and was about to go. "You just don't worry about it."
"But dear, are you feeling regret for what we did? It is just like I took advantage of you. I should not have done that even you yourself advanced for it." he said while buttoning his shirt.
She came fast, put her both hands around his neck and kissed on his both cheeks perfunctorily. "We want to make this day memorable to us for all our lives and we did it like that. We are not going to have it together unless we do become man and wife in future and for the present I have no serious idea to become your wife. From now on our concentration must be only on studies and we are just friends. Don't expect even a kiss from me." Then she relieved him.
"Don't forget to take a tab." While she was coming out of that place he said on the back of her.
"I asked you don't worry about it." she smiled and said without turning back.
He could not know how much she was wishing to become a pregnant to hurt her parents. But onetime having it together may not be enough for it. Anyhow she was feeling satisfaction for two things; one thing it was just like quenching her thirst of revenge on her parents by indulging herself in an immoral act like this; the second thing, she has got that much beautiful experience with Manoj and indeed she could remember it for her whole life.
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Fifteen days or so have passed after Sirisha having it together with Manoj and she has forgotten about it completely. Even it has become quite difficult to concentrate on her studies with the obsessive thinking of her incoming sibling, she forced herself to do that and has become successful to some extent in it.
"I want to talk something with you."
On that day while she was taking her breakfast on the dining table, her mom slumped down beside her in the other chair and said. It was after twenty days or so of their last conversation, her mom was talking with her again.
"Tell me mom." Without looking into her face, continuing her taking breakfast like that, Sirisha said. "You don't need permission to talk anything with me."
"But presently you are so busy and don't want to be disturbed at all." Sanjana was just waiting for a change in the attitude of Sirisha but as it has not happened even days were rolling by, she took the decision to break what she and her dad decided to do. Abortion of her pregnancy would become difficult with further more delay.
"Mom, just tell me what do you want to say?" still without looking into the face of her mom, Sirisha said irritatingly. She did not even want to guess what her mom intended to talk with her.
"After thinking a lot, your dad and I came to a decision. I am going to have the abortion."
"Mom.........." Sirisha indeed startled on hearing that and hurriedly looked into the face of her mom and the expression in her face was amicable. She did not expect at all to hear that from her mom then.
"Yes, dear! On thinking deep we also are thinking that it is better doesn't have it now. Whatever you have said is also true. It is indeed awkward to have pregnancy at this age to me and people do laugh at me. We did not at all expect it now and we just think I never have it. So having an abortion is not going to make any difference in the matter."
"Thank you mom, thank you very much!" Sirisha got off from the chair she sat, hugged her mom and kissed on her both cheeks. "I know that you have that much love on me and honour my words." But something in her mom's face was troubling Sirisha very much. It was quite clear that her mom did not like at all to lose that pregnancy then and it was only because of Sirisha's persistence.
"Its alright dear! You need not thank me for anything." Sanjana also got off from the chair, hugged her daughter and kissed on her both cheeks. "Your dad has arranged everything. Coming Friday it is going to happen. As it is not very much advanced, this abortion is not going to be risky."
"Mom, you really don't like it, do you?" Sirisha did not want to say like that but could not remain without saying that.
"Oh, stop thinking like that Siri." Once again Sanjana kissed on the both of cheeks of Sirisha still keeping her hold around her. "Don't worry about it at all. You just remember one thing! You are the prime concern to us all the time and the love and affection of us on you will be the same forever. Without disturbing yourself with unnecessary thoughts, you just concentrate on your studies. You have to get very good marks in your final exams also."
"I just do so mom, you need not worry about it." Sirisha said.
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Surprisingly the happiness in Sirisha did not last long after hearing her mom's decision so. There was lot of uneasiness and discomfort in her and even though her mom was maintaining an amicable expression in her face, she knew that her mom did not like at all to do that. Her mom has agreed to her abortion only for her. Both their parents have come to the decision to lose their child only because she was demanding it. She was so much wanted to share her views with her friend Chandana but she was out of station and would be back only by the evening of that day.
Sirisha did not know when the science period was over and the next period was mathematics. The whole class was in cacophony and Sirisha also would have participated in some conversation with her classmates or with other activity in that small recess but her mood was not good. She leaned back in the bench, closed her eyes while trying to set her uneasy mood. She opened her eyes and looked at her right side when he felt a hand touch on her right shoulder. It was Mamatha one of her classmates and who was a friend to her and Chandana also.
"Tell me Mamatha? Do you want to share anything with me now?" with the hope that conversation with Mamatha then might get some change in her mood, Sirisha asked.
"Yes, of course! There is something very much important I want to tell to you." Mamatha's face was full of happiness. "You have to come to our home today evening. I am giving a party and inviting all my friends. Chandana said she also come back by that time and participate in that. I invited her through phone."
"You are giving a party but for what?" frowns gathered on the forehead of Sirisha.
"For the naming ceremony of my brother. He has just aged three months and so much cute! You know one thing; it is I who selected the name for him."
"I just cannot understand! You have that much small brother?" Sirisha became straight on the bench she sat.
"Yes, of course! I have a very little brother now." Mamatha laughed and the happiness in her was just so then also. "My mom promised me to give me a sibling to play with when I was just three years old but could not fulfil that promise until recently."
It was just like a whiplash to Sirisha! Mamatha also as much aged as she was and has a little brother like that. But she was not feeling as she was feeling about her incoming sibling and feeling so happy for it! How it has become possible to her?
(..........to be continued)
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