"Mom, I can say something by just looking into your face. I don't know about what but you are worrying a lot." While sipping her Horlicks at the table Sirisha said looking straight into her mom Sanjana's face. The quite uneasy expression in the face of her mom made her get that doubt and she just would not feel good if for anything her parents not feel good especially her mom.

"You are imagining it just like that, nothing more." Her mom Sanjana slumped in the chair next to her at the dining table with a coffee cup in her had. "Except for the point you are not eating well, there are no other things to me to worry about." Taking sips of her coffee Sanjana said.

Usually her mom do talk with her such type of matters while looking into her face with love and affection and her trying not to look into her face confirmed the same thing to Sirisha. Her mom was indeed troubling herself a lot for something.

"I am drinking this Horlicks instead of coffee however much difficult it is to me. I have been following the diet you have planned for me without fail. If I do eat anymore than the food you are arranging for me, my stomach would split into two." Still looking at the side of her mom Sirisha said.

Once again Sanjana looked into the face of Sirisha and laughed for the first time on that day but the uneasiness was just so in her face. "I used to eat double to you at your age you know! I now also do eat like that!"

"But still you could maintain such lean personality, beautiful figure and made a handsome person like dad to fell in love with you!" with a surprising expression in her face Sirisha said. "Now also I do hear comments that you are the most beautiful woman and correct match to our dad."

"Not just that, those don't fail to comment that you are also as much beautiful as I am!" Sanjana put her right hand around her daughter and kissed on her right cheek facilitating her daughter to have a good look into her face. "But I do always think we both are ordinary looking just like the other women."

In the beginning Sirisha also thought like that; that she was an ordinary girl just like any other girl and whoever were commenting like that were commenting so to get some favours from her parents as her parents were in a position to help. But when the teachers and other girls also commented like that and she sensed the envy feeling of the girls also, she understood that those comments were not just empty comments. But the fact that she was beautiful always made her uneasy and uncomfortable rather than happy.

Sirisha put the Horlicks cup on the table, stood up without relieving herself from the hold of her mom, returned the kiss of her mom on her left cheek and said still looking straight into her face. "But one thing I am sure here mom. You are worrying about something a lot but don't want to share that with me. If you don't share that thing with me, I have to consider you just as a mom but not as a friend."

"You are absolutely right dear!" lowering her face her mom said. "But this is not something I don't want to share with you. This is something specifically I want to share with you but don't know how to do that."

"But why mom, why so?" Sirisha slumped in her chair again and took her mom's right hand into her hands and squeezed it gently. "We do share many a thing without any reservation. I don't keep anything of me without telling that to you whatever it may be and it is vice versa. I just cannot even imagine that there are things you cannot share with me easily."

Her mom relieved her hand from the hands of her daughter, cupped her face in her hands and leaned back in the chair. Now anxiousness also has started in Sirisha thinking what really that thing which her mom could not share with her with a free heart and what that was making her mom worrying so.

"Mom, this moment, in this moment itself you have to tell me what it is? I just cannot bear this suspense and feeling lot of anxiousness also. I promise you I don't tell this to anyone else even to dad also, if you don't want, but you must tell me what it is now itself." Her anxiousness was amply reflected in her face and voice also.

"I just don't know how do you react once you hear it!" removing her hands from her face and looking into the face of Sirisha, Sanjana said.

"What the bloody hell I do react? My love on you does remain the same always and it is so to you also and you too very well know about it. Just tell me what it is mom?" Now Sirisha was feeling lot of irritation also.

"Can you promise that to me? Can you promise that there will be no change in your love towards me and accept whatever I say?" Putting her right hand before Sirisha, Sanjana asked.

"I just cannot understand any of this mom!" Sirisha got off from the chair she sat and angrily said. "You need a promise for this thing! I need to promise you to make you believe that my love on you just be the same always." She paused for a second as if to control her anger and continued "If you do want to kill me with suspense and anxiousness and feel happy for that, don't tell me about it. I have no objection. But don't ask me to make these types of promises." She turned fast and wanted to move away from that place.

"Just a moment dear. I do tell you what it is." Sirisha turned back once again when she felt the touch of her mom's hand on her right shoulder. She stood beside her, the uneasiness in her mom's face was increased even more and the gathered frowns were thickened than before. "I have been just struggling myself a lot thinking how to tell this to you." She paused for a second before saying again " I am pregnant now."

"What? What did you say mom?" whatever her mom said were heard by her but she could not understand. "You are what?" the thickened frowns on the forehead of Sirisha just gave her a different sort of beauty.

"You heard me right darling! I am third month pregnant now." Her mom covered her face once again with both of her hands. "You are going to have a little brother or sister just in six or so months!"

"I don't know, I don't know what to say." Sirisha slumped herself in the same chair again and she understood full whatever she heard but could not digest the same. "I am going to have a brother or sister with fifteen years or so of age difference! Mom, how do people look at me and my brother or sister? They consider us both as parent and child rather than siblings."

It was just like a whiplash to Sanjana, she hurriedly looked into her daughter's face with hurt feeling. "It is not like that. There are siblings with more than that age gap also. My dad has a sister with twenty years age gape."

"Those days were different mom!" Sirisha got off from the chair "But I cannot say to anyone that I have a brother or sister fifteen years young to me."

Suddenly Sirisha was feeling lot of irritation on her mom and it was the very first time to her to feel like that on her. Along with other unpleasant things, there was something very much awkward in this which she did not like at all.

"Then you need not tell me anyone that you have a brother or sister. You just behave like you are the only child to us just like before." there was a sort of determination in her mom's face and firmness in her voice. The expression in her mom's face then just confirmed one thing to Sirisha. Her mom was not at all regretting to give birth to another baby but feeling happy for it also.

"Once it takes birth, it will not at all be so mom." With lot of venom in her voice Sirisha said. "And it is also very much awkward when your stomach has become too much big with pregnancy at the age of you. It will be very much shameful to you to appear yourself to the people with big stomach at thirty four or so of your age." Once she understood that her mom was gloating over her pregnancy, Sirisha could not remain without saying so.

"That is my headache darling, I do bother about it." with the same firmness her mom said making Sirisha irritated even more. "You are becoming late to the school and you may better start. We can talk these matters later."

Sirisha moved away from that place as she did not know what to talk more then rather than with the fear that she was becoming late to the school.

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"You are appearing a little odd to me." Before the mathematics teacher entered into the class, Chandana who was the bench-mate also to Sirisha and sit beside her everyday said "You are not your usual self. Just by looking into your face, I can say that."

"I am feeling a lot odd in myself. I just don't know......" she was trying to say something more but then the mathematics teacher entered into the class room. "..........I tell you everything in the lunch hour." With a hushed tone Sirisha said and stood up along with the other students there.

"It is not very much surprising! We are not that much young not to understand that dads fuck moms and pregnancies happen by that fucking." After hearing intently whatever Sirisha has said, Chandana said. "It is just a positive proof that your dad has been fucking your mom vigorously all these days."

"But after this long gap? I just cannot even imagine I am going to have such a small brother or sister! How anyone does feel or say if they look at us both? They do consider me as its mom rather than its sister." Sirisha really did not feel much her friend's talking blunt like that as she also occasionally would do such type of blunt talking.

(..........to be continued)

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