So yeah. Remember in the last chapter that I said that I had a reason for that one thing? Yeah, this is going to be it.

So I was about the age of 10 and I was in school (Great start -_-"). So yeah, I was being bullied by these kids and I was getting enough of it. So what was 10 year old Camille thinking? Punch the cunt leader in the face. So I just put my fist on her face and I knocked 2 teeth out! I felt like a bad ass! To be fair, she cried! She didn't even do something back. She went to tell the teacher and we both had to go to the principal. Now, I told my side of the story. Then it was her time. Of course, the bitch she was, she lied. Like she said that it was all my fault and that she didn't bully me and shit like that. Then the principal turned back to me and asked me to show my arms and back. So I did and I had pretty bad bruises. She would always kick and slap and hit me. So yeah, I got out and she was suspended from school! Oh, just to mention, her name was Josephine...Don't search for her...I hope to never see her again and hope that her life will end miserably! 

So this was a little of my childhood! Yay! ...This will haunt me for ages...

But I didn't only do this to get this off of my chest. I mean for all the people who are bullied, stand up for your self! Really! But don't punch a girl in the face...Don't do that. But just stand up! I was 10 and depressed! I was called messed up, weird, a freak, waste of space, waste of time, waste of flesh, crazy, insane, dumb, liar, idiot, ... Really, I could go on for ages. And I'm not just saying this because everyone does. No, I mean it. I speak from experiences. Don't let it get to you. Just say: 'So what if I'm different? I wouldn't ever want to be a basic bitch like you.' That's what I said 2 years ago when I was bullied again. Don't let everyone say that you are not worth living! You are so much more then those plastic brain Barbie dolls! You have a life. You live your own life! And don't let yourself get down. I swear, you'll get in one deep and dark depressing spiral... I've been there. It's not a happy place.

 Don't let anybody else tell you how to live your life.

You live your own life. Not that from someone else. You only need your own life advice. 

NEVER listen to the ones that want to change you.

If you do that, it will only go up from there.

You'll feel better and you'll be happier.