Guten Tag, I was reading my old stories that I made when I was younger and here I am laughing and making fun of myself of something that wasn't even a big deal in the first place. I could've ended up with Potato if I didn't become utterly annoying lmao and I could've had many chances with many things but the past is past now. I've grown into a mature kid I guess you could say. Potato has a cousin who's obsessing over me ish not really he's just a fuckboi who I liked last year and then I liked him this year again because I was just lost in life once more. Let's give him a name....let's see...We'll call him blod which means stupid in German..whelp here I am repeating history of me in 4th grade. Blod is being a creepy motherfucker always asking me personal questions and using my mental disorders against me, He's being exItremely manipulative and cruel towards me thinking that he can get me to like him again..WHELP SLOW DOWN BUCKAROO CAUSE HERE WE GO ON A THIS GUY THINKS HE CAN GET ME ALL ANXIOUS AGAIN OVER ZERO SHIT. Yeah nope I wanted a coding class very much and I finally got it but here's the catch my class is right next to him and he walks the same way same time as I do..Anxiety 100

Before I got the class I knew this was gonna happen but if I want to succeed in life I'm gonna do risky shit that'll get my anxiety all high but ya know suck it up and do it to be better than anyone. Plus he flatters me over everything which is highly annoying and clearly white knighting..little does he know that I can 180 switch that and turn it into failure. I am pretty stupid but here and then when I want something to work I'll make it work..turning words into words that invalidate compliments and sexual jokes. 

Anyways more about me and enough about blod

I really love musicals and my cats and I love the German language and ya boi be learning it on Duolingo..my mental health still pretty shitty but I ain't ever gonna see a hospital ever again unless I get deadly sick ofc like no shit lmao. I love my cousins and my little cousin died recently and that just destroyed me and I tried so hard not to self harm and it was a difficult battle but I got through it and I'm proud of myself for that. I love all of my online friends and a few of my real friends like I have any in the first place lmao..Cam fam has helped me out a lot and so has Skittlz and I'm deeply greatful for them to be alive..Roblox is still epic and if you think it sucks than that's unepic :((( I'm a more understanding person and I've regret a lot of stalking I've done in the past . I wanna be a computer forensic analyst when I'm eligable for the job..Whelp that's it for now gamers C'ya traps