(Mikasa P.O.V.)

He tried to hit me, but I ducked. I, then, shoved him backwards, causing him to fall.

"Oh, we've got a fighter," he said standing back up.

All three of them charged. I tried to fight back, but the two without spikes grabbed my arms and let the one with spikes beat the hell out of me.

He split open my cheek. Blood poured out of it. I can't tell you how long it felt. After they beat me black and blue, they threw me on the ground.

I thought it was over.

They grabbed my hair and dragged me to a more hidden place. The one with the spikes took his spikes off.

I couldn't move. I couldn't speak. I couldn't think. But I could feel, and I felt hands wrapping around my pants and yanking them down.

I started to cry, "No please stop," I begged, "please don't please," tears mixed with blood on my face, "please, I'm carrying a child."

"I don't give a fuck, bitch," he said unzipping his pants. He felt my area, "Damn, you dry as fuck. Oh well, I'll have to make it work."

"No, stop!" I screamed.

"Damn, either your loose as fuck, or you just got fucked by a huge ass dick," he grunted.

I didn't stop crying. I shook, "Stop. Stop. Stop. Please, why me?" I whispered.

"Shut up, you're annoying," he said.

After he got finished he looked at another guy. He already had his pants down. He, too, went inside of me, as well, as the other one.

My tears formed a small puddle on the ground. My mascara running down my face. I was bruised, bloody, and weak. I prayed. I prayed and prayed and prayed until the last guy got finished.

They kicked me in my stomach and said, "Try going to the police, next time will be worse," they snorted and took off.

I laid there until night fell. I laid there until I was strong enough to lift myself up. I wobbled out of the alley and to the closet house.

I knocked on the door and as soon as they opened it they invited me inside.

"What's your name? Honey? Honey, are you alright? Sweety, I need to know your name. Do you know where you are? Can you tell me what happened? Where do you live?" The questions didn't stop.

The woman who took me in started to clean up my wounds.

"My phone," I whispered.

"Huh?" She said, shocked I was responding.

"I need to call... I need to call my dad... my dad where is he?"

"Huh, your phone? You need to call your dad? Your phone is dead though... wait, hold on I think I have an iPhone charger," she ran upstairs and came back down with an Iphone charger that fit my phone.

She plugged it in and went back to tending my wounds.

"Do you need to go to the hospital?" She asked.

"I-I'm fine," I said.

It didn't feel as it I broke anything. Its just, everything in my body was... I don't know. I was delirious.

I sat up. I started to get my mind and strength back. I looked around.

"Here," she handed me my phone.

I called Levi.

"Hello? Levi?"

"No, its Hanji," he sarcastically said, "Where the hell are you?" He asked.

"Levi," I started to tear up.

I wanted to tell him everything, but this lady was beside me, and I didn't want her to be all in my business... she seemed nosy.

I told him her address, which she gave to me before I told him, and he came over to pick me up. She asked me if she wanted to kind of explain to him what happened... or why I was here, but I told her it was fine and that I'd do it.

When Levi got here his expression changed from angry to worried as soon as he saw me. I said goodbye to the woman and thanked her for being so kind.

I told Levi everything. I told about me missing the bus. Me being followed. Me being beat up. Me being... me being raped. Them telling me not to tell the cops or they'd do worse. What they said about telling Eren not to mess with them. How I got lost. Why I was at that girls house. Everything.

He didn't really say anything, but I could tell he was angered. I'm not sure if it was at eren or the men who beat me up, but he was mad.

When we got home, I went to the mirror to check my wounds. They were really bad. They still throbbed, and it gave me a headache.

I wasn't going to go to school tomorrow or the next day or the next. I wanted my bruises and cuts on my face to fade before I went back.

It healed in a week, but that was just my face. I had gashes in my stomach and arms and legs, but that could be covered.

Since there wasn't anything making the men slide easily into me... since i was dry, it made me chafe on my vagina. It was still scabbed but it didn't hurt anymore. It also had time to resize itself to it's original size.

Levi hadn't gone to the cops because of what I told him, and he was too worried for me, so we kept quiet, but, although I'm not sure what, he was planning something, I could tell.

It was Thursday night, and I was about to go to bed. I'd gotten texts from everyone asking where I was (I told them all I had pneumonia, and they believed it), except from Eren.

He, just now, texted me about it.

I told him to come over.

Eren
now?

Mikasa
yes

Eren
is Levi home

Mikasa
no he's working late

Eren
hell yea

Mikasa
Eren that's not y I want u here omfg I have something really fucking serious to tell you

Eren
yea ok, be there in like 10

10 minutes later, I heard a knock on my window. I went to it and, sure enough, it was Eren.

I told him everything.

"They... they fucked you?" He balled his fist.

"Eren, don't try to get revenge," I looked him in the eye.

He was staring back, but I could tell his mind was somewhere else. God knows where.

"Its too dangerous, and I know you're not that... never mind, but don't go after them," i waited for a response I never got.

I sighed and rolled my eyes. I laid down on my bed. Levi told me we'd go to the doctor to see if it damaged the baby, and it probably did.

Eren came up beside me and rested his head on my chest.

"Mikasa? Are we still mad at each other?" He asked.

I shrugged and turned to look at him. He looked back at me. He lifted his head and brought it close to mine, slowly leaning in for a kiss.

I grabbed his head and accepted it. It didn't last long, but it was the best kiss he'd ever given me.

It was soft and gentle. Not in a hurry to get in my pants.

"Jean's a dumbass for not trying to get you sooner," he pushed the hair out of my face.

"I wouldn't have gone for him anyways. I had my mind set on you for a year. I never thought I could get such a popular guy because I used to be a nobody."

"I don't know how," I thought he was going to kiss me again, but he just stared.

"What?" I chuckled.

"You're just so perfect," he whispered.

That's when my door opened. Me and Eren both jumped as it did.

Levi stared at us. He placed his finger on his temple (that's what he did when he tried not to get mad). Then he turned around and shut my door.

He came back in 10 minutes later.

"Since you're already here, you should eat dinner with us," he faked smiled with his eyes closed.

I went to school the next day.

I got a lot of "welcome back"s or "where were you?!"s and I answered them all the same. Pneumonia.

When I got to lunch something insane happened. As Sasha walked to our table with her tray, Connie started to get up.

He casually walked past her, but as he did, he stuck his foot out a bit. She tripped and fell over it, face planting into her food.

Annie and Bertholdt were dying of laughter. Sasha just stared at her tray. I was about to get up and beat his ass, but Sasha stood up instead.

She turned around and stared at him, mashed potatoes on her chin, and slapped him. He stood there with his head to the side.

The lunch room went quiet. They were both sent to the principal's office.

It was extremely quiet before if got loud again. I looked at eren, Marco, Jean and Armin all one by one.

I stayed after school for extra credit. I did extra credit in all of my classes because I was failing most of them. I usually had really good grades, it's just, I couldn't focus lately.

I got Eren to take me home. He actally waited three hours for me because he was so worried about me walking home again.

Eren's iss started in a couple of weeks so I only had so much time to spend with him in school. I used my time wisely.

He asked if he could come inside, but I told him no. He left as soon as I got inside.

Levi's car was here, but I couldn't find him. I looked everywhere except his room.

When I opened the door my mouth dropped.

Levi was on top of hanj. They were both naked. The bed stopped moving as soon as the door was opened. Levi and Hanji just stared at me.

I couldn't see his junk thank god, but... what the fuck?

I slowly backed out of the room.

I went to the kitchen and got some food. Levi came out still pulling up some sweatpants he just threw on.

"Mikasa, I'm so sorry," he said.

Hanji was still in the bedroom.

"For what?" I asked him.

"What you saw?" he scratched his head.

"I didn't see anything," I shifted.

"Huh?" He was confused.

I was going to pretend everything was normal. He slowly caught on.

"Oh... okay," he walked back into his room.

I sighed, grabbed some chips and headed up to my room. I turned on my x-box so I could play Call of Duty with Eren. I sucked at it, but whatever.

I played it forever. I played it until I was tired and ready to go to bed. The next morning Levi wasn't at home, and Eren, Jean, Connie and Armin weren't at school.