(Mikasa P.O.V.)

"What?" Levi smiled, "You and Eren aren't...?" his smile faded, "But eren's the father you can't let that baby--"

"Levi!" I screamed looking over at Jean.

Jeans eyes dilated. He turned away from me and faced the steering wheel. I glared at Levi as I got out and didn't bother to say hi to him or bye to jean.

I went upstairs and sat on my bed, thinking about what had just happened. Did I just cheat on Eren? Even fucking worse, did Jean know what Levi was talking about?

Of course he did don't be stupid.

Oh god, I forgot I was pregnant.

"Fuck!" I screamed, not caring that Levi was right below me.

I laid back on my bed aggressively and covered my face with a pillow, screaming into it. I got a call. I'm surprised I heard it over my screaming.

I sat up and looked at the caller Id.

"Yea?" I said.

"What was that about?" Jean asked me.

"Oh the baby thing?" I said.

"Uh... yea."

"Levi is... he's having a baby with... with Mrs.Zoë...?" I lied.

"Really?" I could tell he smiled, "Okay sorry to get into your family business."

"No you're fine," I looked down and my feet, "Uhm... about what happened."

"What? Oh," he laughed, "what about it?"

"Jean, you know that... well... you're a really good friend, but--" I got cut off by the sound the phone makes when someone hangs up.

I took it from my ear and looked at it. I rolled my eyes and threw it at the end of my bed.

I ended up falling asleep, but I woke up a couple hours later to another phone call... at 1:00 am.

I rolled my eyes when I saw eren's name, but I actually really wanted... needed to talk to him.

"What do you want?" My voice was stone cold.

"I want to talk to you," his voice was pleading.

"I know, you're sorry. The pot was a mistake and you were gonna quit, and you and Annie are only friends and you'll stop hanging out with her so much and start to hang out with me instead," I replied, I almost hung up, but

"Mikasa, listen, I... i don't know why you're mad, but please forgive me," his voice was still whiny and wimpy, I almost felt sorry.

"Eren," I whispered... no, it was more of a whimper, I wanted him so bad right now, but anger still boiled in my veins.

"Mikasa," he almost screamed, "What did I do?"

"What do you think you did?"

"Drugs? Shouldn't you be worried and trying to help me not mad, plus, almost everyone does it. Its technically not even an illegal drug," he tried to justify what he was doing.

"Maybe, just fucking maybe, I don't want my... our baby to have a father that won't be there because he's in prison for getting mixed up in shit like drugs?" I yelled.

"Mikasa... I don't even want the ba-" he stopped himself, "Mikasa, I won't be caught up in drugs i swear."

I didn't really hear what he said the first time so I ignored it and said, "Eren, weed doesn't make your skin yellow and bags appear under your eyes, don't think I'm fucking stupid. Its so obvious, like, god damn."

He was silent.

"Eren, I care about you so god damn much don't fuck up your life," I teared up.

"Its already fucked up," he mumbled, "okay, armins starting to wake up I gotta go."

I hung up.

Time Skip - Monday

Eren wasn't at school today. I called him, but  he didn't answer.

I went to his house after school because Eren was on his phone 24/7, and he was answering, so I was worried.

I knocked on the door. Eren's mom opened it up, "Hey, may I speak to eren," I smiled.

Her face sagged, "Oh," she looked down, "right... you didn't hear."

Flashback

(Eren P.O.V.)

After I left armins house I felt kind of sick. I hadn't smoked in a while because I was near him.

I hurried home and up to my room, again, trying to avoid my moms small talk. I lifted my covers and pulled out the bag of weed.

I only had a couple of grams left. I sighed and opened up the bag. I grabbed an joint and placed the weed on it. Then I proceeded to roll it up.

I poked my head out of my door and called my mom, "Hey, I need a lighter."

"What? Why?" My mom's face appeared at the bottom of the stairs.

"Uh, I have to, like, dissect one for a school project," I winged it.

She sighed, "Alright," she disappeared for a moment and then came back, "catch," she threw it up the stairs.

I caught it then shut and locked my door. I grabbed the rolled up joint and took it into the closet, where I sat down with my back leaning against the wall.

I put the joint in my mouth and lit it.

That day I ran out of weed. I went into my attic to find see if I could find the free cocaine I got from this drug dealer, but I guess I already used it.

I wasn't high enough for me to feel pleased, so I texted bertholdt.

Eren
hey what's ur drug dealers number

Berty werty
y can't u get some from ur own

Eren
he's being a dick just pls

Betty Werty
ight 832-870-0772 his first bag he gives away isn't free but its cheap so yea

Eren
k thnx

I instantly texted the number. Asking for at least 20 grams.

They texted back asking who I was. I told them it was my first time buying weed. They said it costed $185 and told me where to meet them.

I was to meet up with them Monday at 6:30 pm. I texted them okay and braced myself for two days without weed.

A couple hours passed of me talking to people on Snapchat before I got up to check if I had enough money to pay the drug dealer.

I looked in my usual place I put my money. There was nothing there. I looked under my bed, in the couch, in my dresser. I couldn't find any.

I couldn't ask my mom for $185, that's just asking to be caught. I already owe bertholdt $400 for borrowing his money for a deal, and I didn't even have a job because, of course, I'm too lazy to get one.

An idea popped up in my head, but It made me laugh. I pushed it to the side and went back to my phone, but the idea wouldn't stop bugging me.

Was that the only way I could get it? No, don't jump to conclusions that quick. Just call off the deal.

Eren
what if I told this guy I wanted to call off the deal

Berty Werty
he makes you pay him more money for it idk he's stupid

"Shit," I whispered.

I rubbed my hands through my hair and sighed.

I snapchatted Mikasa.

Me
if you're not still mad... you wanna trade or

S// miCASA es su cASA
wtf

Me
so you're still mad

S// miCASA es su cASA
I don't fucking know please just ugh

Me
What?

S// miCASA es su cASA
thts not how you start a convo

Me
well... we are dating

S// miCASA es su cASA
ugh Eren...

Me
What?!

S// miCASA es su cASA
not tonight... gn Eren

Me
Mikasa please

S// miCASA es su cASA
Eren no, I'm tired what the fuck,  fuck off

Me
geez ok chill

S// miCASA es su cASA
I am chill omf again gn

I left her on read, "bitch," I whispered under my breath.

Time Skip- the next day

When I woke up, my stomach cramped. I needed that weed. My mind flashed back to how I was supposed to get the money.

I rubbed my face. The thought I had last night pooped up in my head again, and I, again, pushed it to the side.

I texted Armin asking for the money. He, of course, was saving it for college. I called him a pussy and went to ask another person.

I texted Connie next. He told me he's broke "asf". I then asked jean. He asked me why I needed it and I just left him on read.

I sighed. I needed that money. I got up and went downstairs.

"Mom," i said half way down the stairs.

"Yes?" She appeared at the bottom.

"I need... where's dad's... where's the gun?" I cringed as I asked.

"Oh... my, what do you need it for," she laughed, but it was a laugh full of fear.

"I'm comparing the lighter and gun... for school."

"Compare it to something else, my goodness Eren," she walked off.

Time Skip

It was 10:00 pm. My mom was sitting outside doing... im not sure.

I used this chance to snoop around in their room. I looked through every draw and under every thing I could look under.

I couldn't find it. I searched the room harder. Maybe it was in the garage? I was headed there when something caught my eye.

A bunch of clothes hanging on a pole. Their closet.

I searched it top to bottom. There it was... a 48 revolver. I picked it up and looked at the bullets it held inside of it.

I looked around before putting it in my back pocket. I grabbed my longer hoodie to cover it up and went outside to tell my mom I was running to the store real quick.

I hoped in my car and drove off to a convenient store that was far away. When I got there, nerves ran through my body. I almost turned around and went back home, but I needed that money.

I punched my steering wheel and screamed. Then I got out and put my hands in my hoodie pocket, walking as fast as I could towards the store.

My hoodie was pulled up on my head as I went in. When I looked over at the cashier, I could tell she was already suspicious.

"Fuck it," I whispered running up to the counter and pulling out the gun.

The cashier jumped back and screamed.

No one else was in the store.

"Open up the register," I said calmly, pointing the gun in her face. She just stared at me, tears forming in her eyes, "Open the fucking register!" I snapped.

She rushed to get it open, "Sir, please don't hurt me."

"I wont if you do what I say."

"Put the gun down," a old mans voice came from beside me.

He had a manager tag on his shirt, and he was holding a gun that was pointed at me. My eyes dilated.

"The police will be here any minute. Stay right there unless you want to get into anymore trouble than you already will be," he said coming closer, "Drop your gun, now!"

I dropped it. I heard sirens. I shut my eyes and asked god to forgive me as I ran out the door. I couldn't get in my truck. There wasn't any time.

4 police cars pulled into the parking lot. My breaths became short as I shot off behind the convenient store and into the wood behind it.

I thought I heard footsteps behind me, but I ignored it and kept running. Adrenaline coursed through my body. I just fucked up.

I found myself in a neighborhood. I ran through alleys and more alleys. I heard more and more sirens. My heart pounded in my head.

I started to tear up. I wiped my tears from my eyes and kept running. I ducked down behind a metal box that was behind a house. I thought they'd just pass by, but they all stopped right on the street bedside me.

I curled up and prayed and cursed and cried. I flashlight appeared in my face.

"Stand up," a demanding male voice yelled at me from far away, "do you have an weapons?"

I raised my hands in the air, "N-No sir."

"Keep your hands up and step towards the car, you have the right to remain silent."

I stepped forward as he grabbed me and yanked my hands behind my back.