23rd December
Entry 14

Dear Diary;

I'm so confused. Today I went through so many emotions, and now I feel like shit. Oops, please excuse the language Mavis.

Natsu: "Luce, what you thinking about?"
Happy: "She must be thinking about you Natsu."
Lucy: "I'm just thinking about today."
Natsu: "Oh." *smirks*
Lucy: "Not that silly! The bit before! It may of been fun, but it was hard!"
Natsu: "C'mon. How hard can it be?"
Lucy: "Well, if it were you, you'd just burn the place down."
Natsu: "Duh! Then I wouldn't have to do any work. And if anyone challenged me, I'd beat them up in a fight!"
Lucy: "Of course you would..."

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That Morning
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I walked to the guild with Natsu and Happy. I swear, it was one of the most awkward, silent, long, excruciatingly tense walks I've ever been on. Ever since last night... Oooh! I haven't mentioned that have I?

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Last Night After Lucy Put Down Her Pen
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"You know, I'm just gonna go to bed." I sighed, placing my pen down on the desk. I stood up and walked over to my occupied bed.

"C'mon, scooch up!" I smiled, half in the bed, half out.
"I can't!" Natsu sighed. "If I do I'll fall out!"
"You'll have to get closer then." Happy smirked.
"B-b-bu-" I was interrupted.
"Oh c'mon Luce, do you hate me that much?" Natsu sulked. "It's not that bad."
"What?" I started sassing. "So sleeping in a single bed, with a shirtless boy, who you're not dating isn't that bad?"
"Well, when you put it like that..-"
"EXACTLY!" I yelled.

After a few minutes of lying in silence with our backs against each other, Natsu finally spoke up.
"This isn't working." He huffed.
"I agree with you there..." I mumbled.

We both sat up scratching our heads in thought. Happy had gotten bored and fallen asleep, and I could tell that Natsu wasn't that far from passing out from exhaustion.
"Look, just.. C'mere." Natsu mumbled, opening his arms.
"E-eh?" I questioned. Suddenly, he wrapped his arms around me in an embrace, then he fell onto the bed, taking me with him.

"N-Natsu!?" I cried, trying to wriggle out of his grip, but he wouldn't let go.
"Just relax." He sighed, closing his eyes. I did so, and....

It was actually really comfy.

I felt my eyes begin to close, and my thoughts were drifting off to my dream land.

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Flashback Over, Back To Recapping
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So yeah, I didn't know what to do, say, think, ANYTHING! So we just walked to the guild in awkward silence.

(Emotion 1 - Awkwardness)

(A/N): Is that even an emotion? Idk. Oh well.

When we got to the guild, we opened the door to see everyone there, radiating a welcoming glow.
"Hey Pyro!" Gray smirked, walking up to him. "You got something on ya muffler." He then pointed to a random spot on his scarf.

That's weird, there's nothing there.

"I do!?" Natsu yelled, looking down. Then Gray lifted his finger and flicked Natsu on the nose, causing it to freeze.
"Wow!" Gray laughed. "That's actually more fun than it sounded." I stifled a laugh. Poor Natsu. Suddenly, Natsu got so angry he melted the ice with his flames, and then, of course, got in a massive fight.

(Emotion 2 - Hilarity) (Idk)

I walked over to the bar and sat myself down.
"Hey Mira," I sweatdropped. "Can I get a-"
"Sorry Lucy, but I'm busy today." Mira smiled. "I have a date with Laxus."
"Oooooo..." I teased. "Don't let him get too close." She just smiled her sweet smile.

"Don't you worry about me, but I was wondering if you could do me a favour." She inquired.
"Sure," I said. "What is it?"
"I need you to run the bar for the day." She asked. "Pretty please?"
"Uhh, okay. I'll give it my best shot!" I yelled.
"Thank you Lucy. I gotta go now." She then picked up her bag and left with Laxus.

I wish I had a boyfriend.

(Emotion 3 - Envy)

"Lucy?" I looked up and saw Loke.
"Oh hey Loke." I smiled.
"What are you doing behind the bar?" He asked.
"Well actually, I was gonna ask for yours and Virgo's help." I started. "Mira's gone out for the day and I'm covering for her."
"Oh," He smirked. "I will, but what do I get out of it?"
"Gratitude." I stated bluntly.

"Open, Gate of the Maiden, Virgo!" I yelled, summoning Virgo to my side.
"Good morning my Princess." She spoke. "Am I here for my punishment?"
"Uhh, no." I replied. "I need you to help me today by covering for Mira. Me and Loke will help you out too."
"Yes my Princess." She declared.

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Time Skip Pretty Much All Day
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"LOKE!" I yelled. "Stop flirting on the job!"
"Sorry girls," He hummed, "Maybe another time." They all cooed at him. Annoying!

(Emotion 4 - Anger)

"Hey Luce." Natsu started, sitting on the stool in front of me.
"Hey." I muttered in reply.
"I..uhh..." He startled to stutter.
"C'mon Natsu!" Elfman yelled. "Be a MAN!" I felt my cheeks blush red.
"C-can I spend Christmas with you?" He asked shyly, his cheeks turning slightly pink and his gaze landing anywhere except me.

(Emotion 5 - Embarrassment)

I stood in silence, staring at him in disbelief. I can't believe it. H-he..
"It's alright." He sighed with disappointment. "You don't have t-" I cut him off.....

With my lips.

The guild went silent and he sat there in shock for about a second, but then he kissed me back. He ran his fingers through my blonde hair and cupped my cheek with his other hand. I was leaning over the bar at this point, so both my hands were supporting me.

This was my first kiss. It wasn't lustful, or rough. it was passionate. It was filled with love.

It was perfect.

(Emotion 6 - Love)

When we stopped, the whole guild went up in cheer. They drank, jested, and even fought until it was time to go home.

But in the corner of my eye, I saw a specific white-haired girl run out the guild.

Ahh shit.

(Emotion 7 - Guilt)

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Back To Present Time
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Everything happened today. Things were very awkward between me and Natsu this morning, but it was sorted by the end of the day. *wink* I had to take over for Mira who was on a date with Laxus, but I think I upset Lisanna really bad from what happened, but...

I'm spending Christmas with Natsu!!!! *gasp*

I'm just in the mood for cuddles and sleeping really. Oyasumi.

I'll write again tomorrow ★彡

~ Lucy Heartfilia （≧∇≦）