Blanks POV

   Today was the day that we all went to
Timetale to explain our absence from the mission. I could tell everyone was nervous, I mean except me. Now that they know I can't feel emotions I don't have to drink those... Viles. So right now I wasn't feeling anything, Other than love for Error.

  He is now my boyfriend yippee! Now we just have to tell the others, that might be a little hard.

  Anyways, right now we were about to go through the portal to meet up with Time.

"What if he gets mad??" Dream asked

"Then we ditch the place and hide for the rest of our lives" Nightmare responded

They all sweat dropped and laughed at the statement.

"Calm down I'm sure it will turn out okay" I said as we entered the portal.

I immediately regretted what I said once I saw Time's face. He was pissed but at the same time confused.

"Sit" Time's voice was dead serious, which sent chills down everyone's spines except for me.

We all were now seated and we were prepared to hear the worst.

"Alright let's just get to the point, what happened?" Time asked

Everyone was silent. Nobody wanted to talk to Time when he was like this. Heck it even scared Nightmare, and he's the legit prince of negativity.

I sighed as I opened my mouth to talk.
"Blank is my real name. I shattered my soul, cause I was tired of watching my friends and family die, um let me see what else." I paused for a minute, putting a finger in my chin.

"Oh yeah! Now I'm a soulless monster being forced to live until I pay for my sins!" I said

"Since when?" Time asked

"Like 10 years ago" I responded

"And why did you keep it from us?" Time asked

"I didn't keep it from everybody, Cross knows" I pointed out
"Anyways, the real reason was because I just didn't care" I finished

Time sighed
"Okay, what about... Your memory. You seem to remember all of this but forget all the time what we're talking about?" Time asked suspiciously

"..." I didn't dare speak about it I don't want to remember it.

"Uh, Blank never wants to talk about that even I don't know" Cross spoke

Time was confused and so was everyone else.

"Why?" Time asked

"I don't know, he says its best if I didn't know" Cross replied

"Yes it is" i said as I got up, opened a portal and walked through.

             ~The Doodlesphere~

    I was currently on my couch just staring off into space thinking about everything that has just happened today.
First Cross spills all my secrets, i fall in love with my enemy, Time, And now I'm here.

  My thoughts where interrupted as my stomach grumbled. I sighed as I stood up and headed to the kitchen. I looked through the fridge and got out some ice cream and started eating.

Once I finished I walked upstairs and went into my bedroom. I walked into my bathroom and turned on the water, I then let the tub be filled up with water.

   I began stripping my clothes and looked at myself. I was about to take a bath when I felt a something pulling me again. It kept on pulling me telling me to cone to it but I didn't want to. I don't want a soul again. I don't want to remember everything again.

  Suddenly a voice.... No voices went through my mind.

"SANS WHY DID YOU DO THAT?"

"Why would you do this?"

"I thought you loved us"

"This project is dumb"

"Its never gonna workout"

"This is worthless"

"No ones gonna like this"

"Its pointless"

"Not perfect"

"Worthless"

"This is stupid"

  More and more voices went through my head as I remembered all of their words.

"No...stop...I'm sorry.... I want it to stop!"

"Cut...Cut....Cut"

I repeatedly said

I got up went to the counter and opened a drawer there I saw a razor.

And so I cut. I cut my arms my legs but nowhere on my face. I cut more and more each of the voices telling me to cut more and more. And so I did.

After awhile I was done with my bath, but my body felt so weak from all the cutting. I lazily fell onto my bed and almost immediately fell asleep.

Only to be brought with Nightmares.
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Hope you guys enjoyed the chapter~
The next chapter is gonna be a nightmare so it might be short...sorry.
LifeIsWeird~