im sorry
im sorry to everyone

i really shouldnt be posting this chapter but i have to get this out

a couple nights ago i accidentally said that my friend was making things worse by pestering me, which really truthfully isnt true. idk why i said it, but she took it to heart, and i kinda scarred her with it..she wont cheer up..she thinks everything is her fault...its not her fault...its my fault...i know its my fault...but she keeps saying its her fault and pinkie pie promising (we're mlp fans and basically a pinkie pie promise is like a pinkie promise aka it cant be broken) its her fault but its not true...i feel so bad about it...i need to stop saying stuff like that...i need to stop saying anything at all...before its too late...bc i know its already too late for me and her...

...so star...if ur reading this...which i know u probably are...im...im so sorry...please...stop blaming yourself...i'll do anything to make you stop...please...

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forget it

i know i cant stop you

i know i cant cheer you up

im so sorry

im s o s o r r y