im not sure how i feel right now...but here's what happened.

it's not the full conversation for more than one reason.

im trying to help, but nothing works...

im sorry to all of you reading this, i need to stop making posts like this.

and im sorry to you, star, if youre reading this.
i know you wont believe me, but i promise, its not your fault.

im not feeling very determined or kind right now...
(which are the two main soul traits everyone calls me)

...im just feeling...alone...helpless...
...idk...