Chapter twenty-two
~Y/N POV~
Now back to work I've managed to dodge all seven of those doctors in particular. There's been a few attempts on their side to try and talk to me but I'm not ready to hear what they have to say just yet. I know they have something to say but I'm not ready to hear it. I just don't want to think about it anymore and I even shut down Lisa and Eunha when they try to talk to me about this whole situation but I can't.
I just want to focus on my day at work and think about how it's date night for Ben and I. I'm looking forward to it actually and I have so many questions for him about how he knows about dragons and a whole bunch of things. It'll be so nice to finally talk to someone about dragons and not look at me like I'm insane like Namjoon tried to make it sound like before finally admitting what he was.
Ben is actually a really nice guy and we're just going out for something to eat, just something simple really nothing over the top it's just a little date.
I've actually been thinking about this all day even if I haven't had the chance to see Ben at all today at work but I know he's in because I asked one of the nurses who confirmed that he's in.
I'm currently sitting in my office for my lunch instead of the canteen because it's guaranteed that I'll see one of them there and I don't want to just now but with the loud abrupt yet very urgent knock on my door made me lose my train of thought. I cleared my throat after placing my coffee down on my desk.
"Come in."
The door opened immediately and I groaned to myself to see who just walked into my office. I didn't want to talk to him or any of them right now.
"Y/n can we please talk?"
"Namjoon I'm not in the mood to talk to any of you yet so please just give me my space."
I sighed lightly shaking my head in almost defeat but he only stares back at me with pleading eyes and closes my door just to quickly come over to stand directly in front of my desk.
"Please! Y/n we need to talk about this. Just give me a chance to explain." Namjoon
"What is there to explain? That you all had relations with Sun-hee before I came around to this hospital? Yeah I get that but it would hurt less if you all did this when you didn't know I existed until I came here so what could you possibly say that would make me feel any better in this?"
I asked him, glaring up at him who only nibbles his bottom lip and looks away to the side of the room.
"Exactly. There's nothing so please leave. I'd like to have my lunch in piece."
I picked up my coffee yet again to take a drink but again Namjoons careful eyes were on me, watching my every move through his rounded framed glasses.
"I heard you're going on a date with Ben?" Namjoon
I almost choked on my coffee, my eyes widen in size and I coughed slightly, patting my chest and placing my cup back down on the desk as he stares me down with a blank expression.
"H-How did you know?"
"I over heard him speaking to someone in the canteen and I came here to ask you if that was true. Is it?" Namjoon
He raised a brow and tilts his head back slightly raising his chin as he does so but his eyes never leaving mine as I sit in this chair before him.
"It is true. We're going out tonight actually."
I confirmed with a small smile on my face as a reminder but when his two fists met my solid wooden desk in front of me creating a loud thud which startled me, that smile went out the window. Namjoons bright orange eyes bore into mine, putting me in some sort of trance to stay completely still.
"No you're not." Namjoon
His words pulled me out of my trance and I scoffed at him, rolling my eyes and sitting back against my chair to cross my arms over the other.
"Yes I am. You cant stop me, no one can stop me. I have my own mind and it's very bold of you to assume you can tell me what to do."
A further dark look glazed over his eyes and a rumble of a low growl came from him but I held my on and stared back at him with a glare of my own.
"I can because you belong to us. Not him, not no one. Us. Me." Namjoon
He points to himself in the chest and I bitterly laugh at him, pushing my chair back to stand up but his eyes slowly follow my every movement to make him stand up straight.
"You can think that all you want Namjoon but you don't have the right to come in to my office. Disturb my lunch and tell me who I can and can not see. I'm a grown woman and I can make my own decisions. You don't see my throwing a tantrum like you are for fucking a woman who I happen to see every fucking day do you?"
"No but you're not being fair by allowing us to explain why. We have our reasons." Namjoon
I scoffed once again and shook my head at him.
"I don't want to hear your reason why you had sex with someone else. Why would I want to hear that? And I probably will sit down and listen to whatever you all have to say but right now I'm hurt and I want to get over this on my own before I listen to what you have to say. Now please respect my wishes and leave."
I gestured towards the door but he licks his lips and somehow seems to be conflicted to actually leave or not.
"Y/n you cant go on a date with him. Just trust me please." Namjoon
Now his tone has lowered and has softened quite a bit.
"How can I trust you when you tried to lie to me about who you are?"
He sighs but takes a step closer by rounding the corner of the desk, but I step back from him and thankfully he got the message and stopped.
"I have a reason to that too. Let's just talk about this." Namjoon
"I'm sorry Namjoon but I don't want to right now and my lunch break is ending soon so there wont be enough time."
His shoulders dropped again he lets out a long exaggerated sigh, running his fingers through his hair out of frustration.
"Well what about your shift? Can we talk then?"
I shook my head and pushed in my chair under my desk and picked up my cup.
"I'm sorry but I cant. My date is tonight."
His eyes widen and he jolted back in surprise.
"Tonight?!" Namjoon
I just nod, drinking the last of my coffee and grabbing my keys off the desk.
"Look Namjoon I really have to go now but we'll talk another time."
I spoke, walking around him and opening the door to gesture for him to leave. His eyes flicker back to their brown and nods with hands now in pockets and calmly walks out with me and I close and lock my door. Turning around Namjoon was standing very close to me staring me down with his sad eyes.
"Can we at least talk soon? Just give me whenever you're next free, no matter what it is and I'll explain everything to you." Namjoon
I suppose I can agree to that.
"Okay fine. I'll let you know when I can next talk."
"Thank you." Namjoon
I finally show him a smile which he returns showing off his small dimples but then his whole body stiffens and his smile disappears just to turn around with another dark look spread across his face when he looks over his shoulder.
I followed his line of sight, leaning around him just to see what he was looking at and low and behold. There stood the very woman that was one of the causes to all this mess between myself and my dragons.
Sun-hee.
She stood at her office door, glaring at Namjoon with her arms crossed over her chest, tapping her foot but also to equally scowl at Namjoon. The two just hold a staring contest between the two until Namjoon finally spoke.
"What the fuck are you looking at?" Namjoon
He practically growled at her so loudly that even Sun-hee flinched, dropping her arms to her sides and disappearing in to her office without a word.
"Joon what was that about?"
Now here comes Jimin. He steps out of his office from across the hall but stops when he sees me hidden behind Namjoon. Jimin just stared at me as if he were unsure of what to say and he fiddled with the sleeves of his blue buttoned up shirt. He looked adorable but I couldn't cave in.
"Look I have to go but Namjoon I'll let you know, okay?"
I told him, lightly patting his arm to which he looked at my hand in surprise that I touched him and stayed frozen like a statue. After that I just weakly smiled at both of them and walked away down the hall towards the elevator.
I will talk to him or all of them but not right now. I just want to enjoy my date tonight. I cant wait for it.
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