~Y/N POV~

Well my date with Ben was sure interesting. He did however have to cut our date short for some odd reason but I think it has something to do with spotting a dragon maybe? I mean his beeper for work didn't go off and he as in a rush but very apologetic about it. However I did learn a lot more about dragons from him. Somethings I already knew about and some other things I didn't.

As much as I loved our date I just don't think it would be a good idea to go one another one with him. I mean he hunts dragons and there's no way, no matter how mad I am, will I turn their real identities to him when Ben made it clear he knows there's dragons working in the hospital, and I know just who they are but I wont tell. That's my secret to bare and if it means Ben will kill them or at least try to then no. I'm saying nothing and I think Ben and I should just be friends or at least just work colleagues even if he is a nice guy.

The day had gone by so quickly and I finished my last appointment of the day before I get to go home but first I made my way to grab my things from my own office. I left the door open, grabbing my jacket and bag that holds me keys after placing the patient documents down on my desk that I already filled out when I was in my other office where I see my patients.

With my back to the door I heard a knock so I turned around and to my surprise Lisa and Eunha were standing there both smiling at me. They know of what is going on with me and the boys obviously from living with them but I never said anything about them being dragons, only about the sleeping with Sun-hee part and they openly admitted they knew all about it just didn't say anything because it wasn't their business to tell, which is something that I accept. So I'm not mad at them for it.

"Hey Y/n, we wanted to ask you something." Eunha

She says entering the office coming away from the door and lisa stepping inside with her.

"Sure, what is it?"

I pulled my on my jacket waited for her to speak as she comes to place her hand on my shoulder unexpectedly.

"We wanted to ask you if you wanted a girls night this weekend? Just the three of us?" Eunha

"Yeah! We have the weekend off this week and we check and seen that you do too!" Lisa

I suppose that wouldn't be a bad idea. I mean I've been so busy that I feel like I haven't seen them in a while and a girls night doesn't sound so bad actually, maybe it could be fun?

"Okay that sounds like a good idea."

Eunha retrieved her hand and Lisa giggles.

"Really? I thought we would have to try and convince you to come." Eunha

I laughed lightly at her and shook my head, taking out my keys from my bag to stick in my jacket pocket.

"Nope, you had be at girls night. It sounds like fun."

Eunhas smile widen, showing her pearly white teeth and dimples on her cheeks.

"Great we could go to tha-"

Another knock on the door cut her off and she turns around as Lisa does too while I also step to the side to see who was standing at the door. I didn't expect anyone but when I seen who was standing there I let out a deep heavy sigh.

"Can I help you Jungkook?"

Eunha glances at me, to then look at the floor biting her lower lip while Lisa also looks sort of uncomfortable.

"Could I talk to you for a moment?" Jungkook

I thought for a moment. Would it be a good idea? He doesn't look mad but I have a feeling he's going to want to talk to me about my date last night. This is the first time I've seen him in a few days so I guess I could talk to him.

"Sure, okay then."

"We should get going then." Eunha

Lisa nods and together Eunha and Lisa leave the office but Lisa gave me a look of concern over her shoulder before disappearing around the corner. Jungkook walks in and closes the door behind him just to turn around and press his back to it with a long heavy sigh.

"What do you want to talk about Jungkook? Is this about Mrs Nim's xray on her leg?"

I did send a patient of mine to Jungkook yesterday because of a suspected leg break when she came in after falling down the stairs. It was my job to make sure herself and the baby was okay and Jungkook was responsible for the xray. He sent the results back to me just to update me on her but we didn't actually verbally talk or see each other.

"No, its not about that. Its about your date." Jungkook

I knew it.

I groaned and turned my back to him to put my phone in my bag and zip it up.

"What about it Jungkook?"

"Did you know why Ben left so early yesterday?" Jungkook

I shook my head but turned around on my heels when I realised he knew that Ben left early. How would he know?

"How do you know that he left early?"

I crossed my arms over my chest to glare at him but he didn't seem fazed by it at all.

"Because Yoongi, Hoseok and I followed you. We know what you too spoke about last night." Jungkook

"If you're here to tell me not to say anything about what you and the others are then don't worry about it. I'm not going to."

He shook his head and pushed himself off the door to take a step closer while I lean against the edge of my desk.

"I'm not worried about that. Despite everything I trust you not to. Not that I really care right now anyway." Jungkook

He looked away and stuffed his hands in the pockets of his white coat but only just noticing that his sleeves were rolled up also.

"What you mean by that?"

"It means that because of our actions and if he never have things right with you then I don't care if we get caught. What's the point if none of us can have you?" Jungkook

As much as his words hit me, I couldn't let him know that they affected me in that way so I didn't say anything when all I could really think about was spitting something to him about Sun-hee. Because of the silence Jungkook took a deep breath and let it out but grey smoke came from his lips, cough and his face scrunched up in pain as he held his chest. He turned his back to me coughing until he stopped and collected himself but when he turned back around I gapsed when I seen this black liquid on his bottom lip.

"Jungkook whats on you lip?"

I pointed to his lip but made a move towards him only to stop when I was stood directly in front of him. He wiped his lip and looked down at the black smudge on his hand. His eyes widen and he tried to take a step back from my but I grabbed his arms to keep him in place and reached up for his face to inspect his lip for any cut.

"What was that?"

"It's nothing. I should go." Jungkook

He tried to leave again but I stopped him and dragged him over to my chair behind my desk and pushed him down to sit but when he tried to get up again I glared at him in warning to stay put or he wont like what happens. Thankfully he took my threat and sat down without a fuss and watched me walk over to the cupboards at the far end of the room and take out a packet of wipes.

Coming back over to him, I took out a wipe and began to dap his lip clean of the smudge on his lip. There was no cut, so the only thing I can think of is that he coughed this up. All the while Jungkook staring at me in the eyes which I tried to avoid but he was making it hard.

"I could of done that myself you know?" Jungkook

I nodded, now throwing the dirty wipe to the small bin beside my desk.

"I know but can you please tell me what that was? I wont get mad. I wont say anything just please tell me what that was."

I was worried, scared for him. He coughed up grey smoke and then black liquid was on his lips the next second. That's not good. However Jungkook looked conflicted by I pleaded with my eyes for him to tell me until he sighs in defeat and hung his head to look down finally breaking the eye contact.

"It's our hearts. They're turning black because the one that spiritually holds our hearts is in a way not accepting it. So in medical terms it would mean that we are..." Jungkook

He stops himself from speaking and I grew more worried that he didn't finish. Cupping his cheeks I forced him to look up at me in the eyes again.

"Please tell me Jungkook."

"It means we're dying." Jungkook

That struck me hard. I didn't realise that's what I was doing. How did I not know this? Why didn't any of them say anything?

"N-No, you cant. None of you can."

He shrugged his shoulders and looked away from me.

"It is what it is. We cant do anything about it. I really didn't want to tell you this. It's not why I came to talk to you." Jungkook

"Why did you come to see me?"

He looks up at me again, my hands still cupping his cheeks feeling his warmth on my palms.

"Because I wanted to see you. I missed you." Jungkook

His eyes flickered to their bright orange and stayed that colours as I stared into his orange orbs. I miss him too, all of them. All my anger just washed away like that, just to know what this is doing to them. It may of hurt me what they did but nothing compared to what they must be going through.

"I missed you too."

Then just like that I did the only thing that came to mind.

That was to kiss him, gently placing my lips on his soft ones, closing my eyes as I done so. I felt the electricity between us, the pull to kiss him deep and hard as if I couldn't get enough of him. He kissed me back, wrapping his arms around my waist pulling me to straddle his lap on my office chair. This is not how I expected this conversation to go but I'm not hating it.

All this mess, I'll push past it. It's in the past and as long as they'll have me then they can have me. But we still all need to talk.