~HOSEOK POV~

I was thrilled that Y/n agreed to spend the night here with all of us. I think all the girls have decided to make this into a girly sleepover since I spotted Lisa taking a bunch of snacks upstairs with Eunha and Y/n helping out.

I think they're taking this to an advantage and I have to say seeing Y/n in lisa cute little pjs covered with little piggy faces was just adorable. I just hope she comes back to do this again. Though I did over hear Y/n say in the kitchen to Eunha that she hasn't had girly sleepovers before so now they're pulling out all the girly traditions with whatever it is they do for girls sleepovers.

Poor Kaul and Jinyoung have been told to stay with us until they decided to go to bed in their own rooms it just means that Lisa and Eunha will be spending the night with Y/n in the guest room.

I stopped drinking after Y/n went upstairs with the girls after she shared a kiss with Namjoon. I was a little jealous but I just reminded myself I kissed her back at the hospital and I was the first one at that.

I will always have that title now, the first one of us to kiss her and I was proud of that.

Though when I felt Jimin kiss her and Namjoon kiss her also. I couldn't help but feel the burn on my lip and down my throat but it wasn't painful but it defiantly startled Jungkook when he dropped his glass. I was kind of expecting it when I seen Namjoon walk into the kitchen after her. It was even more amusing to know that Yoongi seen them.

Its one thing to feel the kiss but to see it after what he had done tonight, would be like a kiss in the balls. I'm still pissed at him for doing that. We're not suppose to be doing that shit with Sun-hee anymore. I had only had sex with her a handful of times but only on days she was there and I would have a down day thinking about Y/n and how we might now even find her again.

It hurts like hell to be intimate with another who doesn't have your heart and it takes a while for the pain to go away. Just a moment of weakness really but no real excuse to why we did with Sun-hee. I regret it but we were all to stop even doing anything with Sun-hee yet Yoongi couldn't.

I know he had sex with her, we all did. I could feel it and it angered me, so I kissed Y/n knowing he would feel it too. Though I did kiss her because I wanted to and I seen the opportunity and I took it then and there.

Her lips are so soft and just how I imagined them. Just perfect.

I couldn't stop thinking about it to be honest, even now while lounging on the couch next to Taehyung and Jin. We us guy were here, except Yoongi. He went back to his bedroom after seeing Namjoon and Y/n together. He knows he's blown his chance with Y/n because I think now she is thinking that Yoongi and Sun-hee are together which is not true but it's his own fault and he can deal with it himself.

"Well look who is it to grace us with his presence again." Jin

My eyes flash to the figure of Yoongi slowly walking back into the living room, not looking at anyone in particular and takes a seat on the couch across from me while I glare at him.

"I know what's coming. Just hit me with it, let's get this over with." Yoongi

"Okay." Jungkook

He stands up and punches Yoongi in the face surprisingly. I was shocked because I thought if anyone as going to hit him it was going to be Jimin or I, not Jungkook. Okay then.

Though Yoongi doesn't react but to hold onto his now throbbing jaw and nod.

"Yeah, I knew that was coming from someone. I deserve that, but I'll have you know I did what I did for her. I have my reasons." Yoongi

"What reasons do you have for having sex with someone else Yoongi after we found Y/n again?" Namjoon

Yoongi just looks at Namjoons smug grin. Not because of what Yoongi did but because of what he did in front of Yoongi. I think a part of me also did that in purpose knowing Yoongi was coming to the kitchen.

"Hoseok and Jimin didn't hear what she told me after she pushed Y/n in the corridor. Did you?" Yoongi

He looks at me and then Jimin who was standing next to Namjoon and Jinyoung over in front of the tv.

"No I didn't hear anything."

"Me neither. I was too focused on the fact you pulled her towards you to kiss her." Jimin

Jungkook took another step towards Yoongi with a raised fist but Taehyung jumped up to pull him back across the room far away from Yoongi who this time gave Jungkook a daring glare.

"I did that because of what she told me and I know all of you would of done the same thing if you heard what I did." Yoongi

He points at his chest but then scrunches his face up in pain and rubs his chest.

"I hope it hurts you ass!!" Jungkook

He calls out from the room and Taehyung pushes him to the balcony just outside the living room exchanging a few words before Jungkook scoffs and changes into his dragon and flies off. I watch Taehyung do the same to keep an eye on him and the two flew away together to go blow off steam. I would do the same but I want to hear what yoongi has to say.

"I think we should go check on the girls, this talk is between all of you." Kaul

He grabs Jinyoung by the t-shirt and drags him along with him and out the living room, now leaving the four of us to glare at Yoongi who let out a groan in pain.

"Well what did she tell you then?" Jin

Yoongi sighs and takes his free hand to rub up his face and to his hair and brush it back out of frustration. He's stressed I could tell that much but still I don't feel bad for him.

"She told me that if I didn't she was going to do a lot more than push Y/n. I knew what she meant and I didn't want to take any chances." Yoongi

"And you believed that she would do that?" Jimin

Yoongi threw a 'are you serious' look.

"Did you not see Sun-hee push her over the way she did. Y/n went flying." Yoongi

Yeah the memory of Y/n being pushed with such force hasn't been forgotten but thankfully I was quick to catch her before falling to the floor and no one else saw the speed I had to use to catch her other than Jimin.

"True."

"So what you slept with her so she wouldn't do anything to Y/n? you know that's a bribe right?" Namjoon

Yoongi scoffs and rubs his chest again.

"Nah, I had no idea. Of course I knew it was, that's why I did it. I'm not proud of it and I hated every minute of it. I don't want anything to do with her." Yoongi

He scowls to the coffee table in the middle of the room.

"Does she want you to do it again?" Namjoon

Yonogi only shrugged his shoulders and lightly shook his head.

"To be honest I have no idea. I just left straight after and hung around the woods for a little bit before coming here and having to see Y/n again. Though I felt the kisses some of you gave her though, but I deserve that too I guess." Yoongi

"Yoongi we all feel it when one of us kisses her."

He looks at me from across the room and nods to what I say.

"Yes but every ounce of pain I get I deserve. I'm sure she now thinks that Sun-hee and I are together huh?" Yoongi

"You bet she does." Jimin

Yoongi sighs and throws his head back against the back of his seat.

"You should talk to her and tell her you're not in a relationship with Sun-hee." Namjoon

"I will but it's not gonna change anything." Yoongi

"You'll just have to work to it wont you?" Jin

Yoongi nods and presses his lips into a thin line, saying nothing more about the situation. I guess I could understand why he would do what he did. We'd do anything to make sure Y/n was safe but I think if I were to hear of Sun-hee threaten anything about Y/n I will kill her. I don't care.

We'll sort out Sun-hee, just like everything else but right now what Yoongi has to do is to try and fix what he can with Y/n.