This is how I feel all the time except the part with the second para it should be "she is smarter she is better in everything she is more responsible than you why does everyone hate me sometimes i cry myself to sleep and wake up all happy one day will come when I will be able to stand up for my self until that day comes I have to live like this my mom used to compliment me in front of everyone now she only compliments my sister . For some reason I think my mom hates it when I smile she always fines a way to snatch that smile away from my face I try my hardest to work hard in my studies but it's never enough for them In cie I got the highest in the whole UAE my parents were happy for one day and then forgot about it one thing I found really funny is that my mom told me not to feel bad when a person under estimates you and don't take it to the heart but she was the one who did it today.I. Can hear my mom telling my dad how bad I am in Arabic and how I don't understand anything and how even my sister is smarter than me some time I feel like this:-